Dear X,
Although you will never see this I just wanted to say, I'm losing myself in my thoughts and I'm wondering if I'll be able to do this. I'm afraid my heart will sink in and the girl/boy everyone once knew would be gone. All my efforts of planning day and night for a future I know I won't have, especially if my heart keeps going deeper into my chest. I'm flooded with the memories of pain I thought I forgot, but I didn't. Those memories are apart of who I am and I hate to admit that. I don't know why I'm afraid to say this to you. Maybe it is because I know you will blame yourself when there was nothing you did or could've done. You made my life better, but the thought of you leaving is too much. I can't bare to lose anymore people I care for. Thank you for trying though.
Sincerely,
Someone you thought
you knew.
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Short stories
Aléatoire~drabbles of anything~ Testing out new genres of writing:) TW: murder, death, suicide. If there are more it will be added in the beginning of the chapter.
