All the faces all the feelings they all come back to you
I know you're bad for me but my heart bleeds for you
I'm cursed by what I value most about myself
Internalizing me to hate the one aspect of me that I actually felt proud of
If I came back to you it would just be the same thing but I want to know that you're okay
Doesn't matter how hurtful you were when you were in a bad mindset
You're truly the only one I can see but I see you with tears in my eyes
A life of suffering bad memories a dime a dozen and still I wouldn't of traded it for a good life if I didn't get to meet you
But don't think of it so badly because I'm bad too
Maybe in a different life things wouldn't have to be the same old same old
But for now I'm going to leave hope you find the happiness you used to give to me
