War and Love (N.H) (AU)

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It's been a week since Angel passed away.
Abby is feeling no better. She never left the room and she barely ate anything. She still thinks the blanket is her daughter.
Niall is devastated and seeing his wife in this condition is no help at all.

"Please Abby eat some soup" Niall was trying to give Abby dinner.
"Shh you're going to wake her up Niall .. it took me ages to put her back to sleep"
He sighed.
"Abby .. look" he placed her hands in his.
"This is not Angel"
She shook her head since she already had this conversation with him, Zayn, everyone.
"Yes" he said.
"This is her blanket. But this is not her"
"You're all liars"
"You are the one who's lying to yourself!" Niall raised his voice a bit startling her.
"You are the one finessing yourself. It's time to let go"
"NO! See you woke her up"

She took the blanket and began rocking it again.
"Shh baby..I'm sorry did mummy and daddy wake you up? I'm sorry. Just go back to sleep"
Niall stormed out.
"I can't do this! I can't do this anymore" Niall kept saying to himself.
He took his phone out and dialed Zayn's number.
He has gone back to for his internship.

"Hello?"
"I can't do this anymore!"
"What? What are you talking about?"
"Abby. She's not getting better she's getting worse. We had like the same conversation every day. She had the same conversation with you but she's still the same"
"Okay okay calm down. You know what I think?"
"What?"
"I think talking won't have any affect"
"I tell you what Sherlock Holmes"
"Wait I am not done yet"
"Carry on"
"She needs to see that Angel's not around anymore. She has to witness it because she's in denial"
"Okay .. I see what you're saying.. alright thank you"
"No problem.. let me know how does it go"
"Will do..bye"
And they hung up.

Niall walked back to their room.
"Abby?" He called softly.
She looked at him.
"Change..I want to take you somewhere"
"Where?"
"Somewhere"
"What about Angel?"
"Helena watches her. Plus she's sleeping now so we'll be good"
"Okay" she nodded.

They sat in the car and the driver drove to the hospital first.
"Abby remember this place?"
She kept hearing voices.

'I'm sorry'
'SORRY WON'T MAKE DAUGHTER ALIVE!'
'Twinkle Twinkle little star'
'Angel! Angel!'

Her tear rolled down.
"Angel got sick" she said quietly.
"And?"
She sniffled and looked at him.
"And then she got well and we took her home"
Niall sighed.
He then nodded at the driver signaling him to take them to the next destination.
The cemetery.
He guided to her to Angel's grave.
In her way she kept hearing voices again.

'Baby'
'Angel's gone now'
'My baby'
'My daughter'
'ANGEL'

"Do you remember this grave?"
"No" she shook her head.
"Read what's written on it"
She faced it.
She couldn't prevent the tears from falling.
"A-Angel Hora- No .. This is a lie" she said and walked toward the door.

Another day has passed and Abby was still the same.
They day turned into the evening and there was still no difference.
Niall kept thinking what he could do to help Abby. To at least get her out of their room.

"She needs to witness that Angel's gone..she's in denial" he kept muttering to himself.
"She needs to see it" just like that a light bulb appeared in his head.
"Molly" he called her.
"Yes sir?"
"Do we still have sedative needles?"
"Yes sir we do"
"Where it is?"
"In our laboratory"
"Bring it here"
"Yes sir" she was confused but she had to grant his commands.
She brought it for him.
"Okay come with me"

They walked toward his bedroom.
"You stay here. Once I call you enter with the needle"
"Yes sir" she nodded feeling scared a bit.
"I'm helping Abby no need to be scared" he said noticing her pale face.
"Oh"
"Alright.. be ready" he told her and entered the bedroom.
Abby looked a bit stressed.
"Her crying won't stop"
"How about I help you?" He asked.
"Okay" she nodded handing him the blanket.
"Okay Abby .. for the last time this is a blanket and this is not our baby"
"Niall give her back to me"
"Abby hear me once..Our baby is gone" his voice shook a bit.
"Give her back to me!"
"I'm doing this for you, okay? To help you" he opened the window.
"What are you doing?!" Her eyes widened.
"Angel's gone Abby. It's time for you to let go" with that he threw the blanket out of the window.

"NO! NO! MY BABY! YOU KILLED MY BABY! ANGEL!" She screamed trying to look out from the window.
"We can still help her" she cried trying to go out.
"No. She doesn't need help you do" he said.
"My baby! Let me go! My Angel" she cried.
He held her tightly in his arms.
"Molly!" He called.
She came in and walked toward them.
"Insert the needle" he said.
She nodded and brought the needle up.
"ANGEL! MY BABY! ANGEL! Angel..my baby" she slowly closed her eye and went limp.
Niall laid her down.
"Thank you" he told Molly.
She nodded and left the room.
He kissed Abby's forehead and walked out of the room as well.

"Hopefully it works"

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