Cyclic Love // Lee Cheong San x Yoon Gwi Nam

1.And if I lose myself tonight

Yoon Gwi Nam, the unpopular bad boy of Hyosan High was at the groceries now, searching for what seems to be the ingredients of "chicken curry".

Atleast anyone who has known, or has heard Gwi Nam's name would just gaze in awe if they found out he has a great future ahead of him, Now 21, he has a stable 9-5 work and even taking side-jobs so he could afford his tiny apartment, or pay back his gratitude for his parents.

Though he had a bad reputation in school, that wasn't a hindrance to change, it all starts when his eyes met Cheong San's.

It's an unexpected circumstance but yes, he is in love. It felt stupid falling for someone knowing that you had some beef with the one you are falling in love with, that strikes a counter of 0-0 with his chances from 'that' person

Eyes so beautiful that manages to create this feeling inside his chest, it's hard to describe but close to the feeling of being chased by hundreds of zombies, beating fast, as the beat of that heart creates a rhymtic pattern for whenever he's interacting with Cheong San.

He hates to admit it, but it's a little crush that's hidden in the depths of his frail heart.

A memory that's as fresh as spring, new and still lingering in his brain, the day he confessed this gentle admiration to the boy.

Wasn't valentines day the best to admit one's feeling? Or is it the day to simply cry and get rejected?

He still remembers that day, on the rooftop of Hyosan High, stands Gwi Nam waiting ever patiently for someone.

It's not the confession he was looking forward to, but it's good to give it a shot.

A reminisce of when he threw that crumpled paper to Cheong San's chair as the fresh air of February brazes upon the class.

"Meet me at the rooftop at 12:00" - Gwi Nam

Cheong San opens the paper that was very, very, crucially crumpled as if they wrote that as the biggest mistake they've ever done in their life.

The paper later unveiled an invitation to the rooftop, seemingly to belong to Gwi Nam. He hates his guts to death but this still confused him, was it a coincidence that it was Valentine's day? Was it a prank?

What exactly was Yoon Gwi Nam up to?

12:00 Rang as students come dashing out of their classrooms for lunch break awaits,

"Freedom, finally!"

The class was still laughing over Su Hyeok not being able to answer Ms. Park's question, let alone understand what class president Nam-Ra had said.

Fresh memories of youth that was held precious by everyone.

Cheong San glances upon his wristwatch,
"12:00" the wristwatch did made visible to show time. Cold sweat was running upon his cheeks, to his jaw. There was a momentum of uncertainess and so..

"Should I even go to the rooftop, give it a chance?" The boy did thought to himself.

"Yahoo~! Cheong San, are you coming with us?" I-sak says, hands clinged to On-Jo, having a talk with the other members of the 'gang'. They were on their way to the cafeteria, to be sitting together as they plan.

"Ah no, don't worry, you guys can go first without me, I have some stuff to do" He gives a smile of reassurance to I-Sak as he says his response. "Don't forget to leave me a sit!" Cheong San reminds I-Sak, and the girl did wink back at her, giving him a thumbs up and this 'don't worry, i got your back' pose.

"Friends always got your back that's.... awesome enough to know."

"Shibal...." He curses as his mind goes foggy blank.