1: Rosalie -Cameri

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"Im so sick of myself, I'd rather be anyone, anyone else" -Olivia Rodrigo jealousy, jealousy

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"Im so sick of myself, I'd rather be anyone, anyone else" -Olivia Rodrigo jealousy, jealousy

⚠️Mention of abuse, ED and a little of depression ⚠️

𝐘𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐲 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧. 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐥 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐭𝐡 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 -𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥- 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐬 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐢𝐭 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭. 𝐏𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐤 𝐦𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐝𝐯𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐢𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐧𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐦𝐚𝐲 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐨𝐮𝐭. 𝐀𝐧𝐲𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲!!

I woke up to the sound of bottles being smashed against walls and my door being smashed against. My step father does love me I know he does I mean why else would he take care of me.. or I take care of him but he lets me stay at his house even if it is rightfully mine from after my mum died. Yes, I may come out with a little bit of bruising or a few deep cuts but its nothing to worry about right? I mean he still loves me and I'm grateful that I even have a place to stay.

"Cameri open this door right now!" My stepfather Jack shouted.

I got up and went to shower ignoring the thudding sound coming from outside my room. I know he means no harm but sometimes I wish I could be someone else and have a life full of fun with loving parents and a cute dog or something, but this is reality and I think I have a good life I means I have Nick and Thomas who own the bookstore I work at, they are like my fathers and they treat me as their own, because they are gay they cannot have a child together they did think about adopting a few times but were not allowed for some reason. I have no idea why don't ask me.

After the thudding stopped I wanted a few minutes and then heard the front door open and close loudly. I peaked outside my window and saw my stepfather walking down the road with a beer bottle in his hand. It was a Saturday so it was my turn to work at the bookstore, I would have any day but Thomas said I have to go to school and need a break from the bookstore. Which to that I said "no I don't need a break I want to be here if i didn't i would be here on my day off would I?"

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