𝓹𝓸𝓲𝓼𝓸𝓷- Narcissa Malfoy x reader (wlw)

Complications

sorry babes for not updating for a week:( my parents sent me away for seven days and my phone got taken away;( but I'm alright I think<3

I woke up with a massive headache and guilt after discovering my true feelings, how wrong they are.
It isn't fair to keep Narcissa in the dark and not tell her about how I feel even though she hurt me. I think I should maybe atleast forgive her. I don't know what I should do nor what will happen next, I can't possibly date them at once. They're sisters after all, it's wrong.

I grabbed a peace of parchment and wrote a short letter to Narcissa and sent it by a borrowed grey owl named Dusty.
Narcissa,
I decided that I can atleast hear you out. Please come to the Leaky Cauldron, room ⁴⁷ at ⁶ pm.
  Y/N. Ps. the bird bites.

I was so stressed about seeing her, and also I don't want to hurt Bellatrix. I don't think I want to hurt anyone besides myself, sometimes I wish I could suck up all my close ones misery and suffer alone.

For the meeting I wore casual clothes and did my makeup as usual, I didn't really try to impress Narcissa.
I still had sometime before six so I decided to read some poetry to calm me down.
Apparently I lost track of time and someone knocked on my door, it was her of course.

"Y/N? Are you there? May I come in?" Narcissa's soft voice called and I opened the door.
The woman wore a fancy velvet dress, she looked ravishing. When she saw me her eyes immediately went soft.

"Sit down" I pointed at two chair standing in front of each other.

"Y/N I-I'm so sorry" Narcissa's voice cracked.
"I don't think sorries will change anything, the damage was done Narcissa." I said coldly.
"Please, just hear me out" Narcissa's eyes filled with tears.
"I believe this is why you came in the first place"
"I was drunk and paranoid of losing you, I've never felt this way about anybody and it's scary, Y/N. Please give me a second chance, I beg you" Narcissa cried and my expression softened quickly, I couldn't bare looking at someone I love being so upset.

"Narcissa, I wish I could, I really do." I began also crying.
"So what's stopping you Y/N? I promise, you won't regret it" Narcissa pleaded.
"I'm involved with Bellatrix now, I really care about her and she helped me. She literally saved my life" I sighed.
"So I was right the whole time Y/N?" Narcissa blurted in disbelief.
"No, you're not right. You destroyed me Narcissa, I lost so many people in my life and by far losing you was the most painful experience I had. You pushed me and Bella caught me when I fell." I tried to remain calm but the tears got the best of me.

"Y/N I-, what? So you quickly decided to stop loving me and jumped for my sister instead? Is that how your mind works? A slight inconvenience happens and you can easily stop loving someone?" Narcissa sobbed. I was so confused about my feeling and everything going on. I brought my knees on the chair and buried my head in them while pulling on my hair.

"What the fuck Narcissa? A slight inconvenience? You slapped me and called me a slut for no reason! I-I don't know how my stupid brain works, maybe I love you both! I don't know!" I sobbed.
"You do?" Narcissa stared at me suprised.
"I think so" My eyes met hers. Narcissa walked up to me and wiped my tears with her thumb.

"We'll make it work. The three of us." Narcissa kissed my cheek.
"I'm so sorry my sweet girl for putting you through this, I promise I'll make it up to you."
"You will" I kissed her lips, she quickly pushed me on the bed and straddled me. Her glossy eyes looked deeply in mine, with longing.

"You're so beautiful darling" Narcissa kissed me with passion.
"But there's one thing I didn't mention" Narcissa whispered in my ear.
"What? What is it?" I quickly sat up.
"Lucius, Lucius comes back in a week"

hi yall this is kinda short ik 😭