Chloe:
Age 18
Sometimes I look in the mirror,my reflection stares back at me like a stranger.
I wonder of it's just me or does anyone else see what I see:a shell,complete and utter darkness,the desire to end it all for once.
A voice that says do it and be free while the other tells you no,you don't know what happens next ,if you'll get what you want or you'll regret it.
I wish I could decide,I'm a coward and I live with it everyday.use a smile and cruel words to hide what I truly feel.
I wonder if I'm gone would anyone miss me.i know my parents won't,yt friends if I can even call them friends would be happy.why would they I'm nothing but annoying.
An attention seeker some might say,they're not wrong are they.
I demand everyone's attention.i don't want to face the truth.I'm just another person with issues but I never admit it.
Plaster on a smile and brush it off,they'll never know.
I wish I had the courage to stop and do things right,I wish I wasn't the way I am.
"Do you ever shut up"they say and god i wish I did. It's like I don't have control over my tongue.
I've been looking forward for tomorrow but now that it's close I feel nothing but dread.
Will I one day be able to end it all?
Felix will miss me,I think.
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Sweet Aftermath
FanfictionAfter Adrien ends his friendship with Chloe,Luka comes crashing into her life and leaves her broken.She leaves France. Six years later she's back.Will the old flame be rekindled or burn everything to the ground? started-Jan 2022...
