Back then I was misguided. My sight was clouded by the toxicity of infatuation. I'd almost lost a close friend, and I would only hurt those around me. Even my opinions were biased from my obsession, which even became a bitter rivalry.
As luck would have it, the very person I was so over the moon with, became my partner. We would be each others companions in battle, a soon to be four man squad. After months went by, I began to see him for who he really was.
Sasuke is a brave, cocky, determined, and caring guy. He just didn't want to believe it, and all I thought was that he was cool. All I could think about was going on a date with him. Every time he would turn me down, sometimes very harshly. If it wasn't for Naruto, I probably wouldn't have these strong feelings for him like I do today.
Sometimes I ask myself, if I had been more clear minded, would things be different? Would we have a closer bond then we do today? If things were different, would I not be here waiting for him? Then I rethink everything and see how selfish I am. It's gut wrenching, but I can't help it. I need him.
Back then I was misguided, and right now I still am. Without him, I can't think clearly. When I'm with him, I remember who I've become because of him and many others. Sometimes I'll loose myself, but I still have the strength to keep up the act. For now I'll have to wait until he's ready. Right now I have to think of him, and support him in his internal journey. While he does his thing, I'll work on myself instead.
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SasuSaku Month 2014
FanfictionIt's July so that means it's time to celebrate this mesmerizing unrequited love dubbed sasusaku! Sasuke Uchiha and Sakura Haruno are my current main OTP, because I just love the idea of the love they could (can) have together. I should be doing this...
