Sparks Fly 2

chapter 4: the time is here

Isabella's P.O.V

I woke up from the bench as i saw that the sun has set already. the streets were wet and so was I, meaning it rained. great. I started making my way back home as I viewed the clouds getting dark again.

I arrive home and head inside as I see Teresa sitting in the kitchen table with other guests but i didn't bother looking at who they were. I rushed inside my room and locked the door behind me as I started to take off the wet clothing I had on. i put on dry clothing as I hear a light knock at my door.

Isabella:"What?!"

I said angrily.

Teresa:"I want you to come meet my guests...and Bella...if you don't, I'm kicking you out because I'm tired of this."

I sigh angrily as I opened the door for her to come in and headed to my make up area.

Teresa:"Please."

....

Teresa:"I'll wait for you down stairs."

she says and walks out while closing the door behind her. I felt anger running through me as i knocked off some make up and hair products off the drawer.

I furiously walked to my bathroom and closed the door behind me and locked it. I opened my mirror and started opening a new packet of razors and turned on the water in the tub. I take off my clothing and sat in the tub as i started cutting without shedding a tear. the tub was now filled with bloody water as i made multiple cuts but i wasn't dizzy yet.

after a few more cuts, I decided to give up and get my body cleared with clean water and got dressed again. I came out of the bathroom and dried my hair with a towel. I was wearing a black long sleeve to cover my cuts and combined it with black skinny jeans and black converse.

I sigh as I looked in the mirror and felt pretty confident. I walked down stairs to meet Teresa's guests but I regretted it. i should have made more cuts when i had the chance or at least cut deeper. God kill me now.

I felt anger run through me again as i see the four "rock stars". They all stood up once they saw me and Frank was the only one who took closer steps towards me.

Isabella:"DON'T."

he backed away from me as the lead red head got closer to me too.

Gerard:"Hi Isabella."

I crossed my arms ignoring his conversation starter and gave him a look that was probably the most angry look I've had in two years.

Gerard:"How are you?"

he asked as i smirked and continued making eye contact with him.

Gerard:"Bella please. I'm trying out here."

Isabella:"Don't ever call me that again. and that goes for every fucking one of you!..after two fucking years, you finally decide to step out of the shadows?!!!"

Frank:"izzy were sorry!"

Isabella:"Stop fucking around Frank! you said it yourself to me two years ago. remember?! you said to go away otherwise i would get hurt... well guess what. I never went back and I already have the darkest heart you'll ever meet."

Gerard:"Bella were just trying to help you!!"

Isabella:"Help me?!! by what?! slamming the door at me? pushing me to the ground? ignoring me for two fucking years?!"

I said as I smirked at them and clapped sarcastically.

Isabella:"Oh yea, you're trying to help me alright. but only by making me stronger and darker!! what have you been hiding Gerard?! what did you have to hide that was so fucking important to you that You had to hide from me?!! your dignity?! your soul?!! well guess what Gerard. fucking. way?! all that bullshit just turned everything to hell!"

i said to his face as he slapped me. i fell to the floor as i had my hand over my cheek. I looked at him as Frank starred at the floor and everyone else stood there awkwardly. Gerard sighed as he had a look of guilt and tried helping me up by placing his hands on my arms.

Isabella:"Get your fucking hands off me!"

I said and stormed out of the house.