Kalopsia | Yoonmin

Fifty five

Yoongi woke up, feeling cold. He moved towards Jimin side more but he felt nothing, he opened his eyes only to find the bed empty.

Yoongi furrowed his eyebrows as he looked at the time. It was almost three o'clock in the morning. They went to sleep at half past twelve.

He quickly sat up, he looked around the room but still no sign of Jimin. "Shit," He whispered, thinking of the worst scenarios.

He quickly stood up, looking for Jimin everywhere, even at the closet. He was feeling quite terrified now.

Just as he was about to frantically leave the room in search of Jimin, he heard a sniffle from the balcony. He wouldn't have heard that if the room wasn't so quiet.

He went to the balcony quickly, stumbling a little. He sighed in relief when he found Jimin sitting at the swinging chair, hugging his legs to his chest, and his chin on his knees.

Jimin quickly wiped his face. "Oh, hey Yoongi," Jimin said, obviously faking a smile as he looked at him.

Yoongi knelt down in front of front of Jimin, who was now looking at the city and hiding his teared up eyes. "Hey hey, it's okay Minie."

Yoongi gently puts his index finger under Jimin's chin, making him look at him. "Do you want to tell me what got you crying right now?"

"Hyung, can-can I ask you a question?" Jimin said, rubbing his left eye which was stinging from crying earlier.

"Of course baby," Yoongi said with a soft smile, he removes his hand from under Jimin's chin and grabs his right hand instead, rubbing small circles with his index finger.

"What are we?"

Yoongi froze, his finger stopped making circles on Jimin's knuckles. Yoongi looked up at Jimin's eyes only to see his purple eyes shining a little brighter than usual. Yoongi quickly diverts his gaze.

"...you don't have an answer, do you?" Jimin asked, his voice still hoarse from crying and mostly quiet.

"We're mates."

"Stop! Stop fucking saying that we're mates! Do our kisses mean anything to you? Or am I just your food and someone to play with?" Jimin exclaimed.

Yoongi was taken aback at Jimin's sudden outburst, he couldn't help but gaze onto Jimin's shining eyes filled with rage and misery.

"Of course Jimin, those kisses we shared do mean something to me, and I don't really wanna lose it, please just- let me explain, okay?" Yoongi asked and Jimin nodded with a sniffle.

"Look I haven't been in a relationship with someone in centuries, my last relationship was quite- complicated which ended up ruining both of us and me losing them, I just can't wrap my head into the fact that I like someone, I like you Jimin, more than a friend or just simply my mate or my food, please don't think like that, hmm?" Yoongi said, running a hand in his silver locks.

"Oh... I'm sorry for pushing you," Jimin said with a sniffle, feeling guilty but also euphoria.

"Huh?" Yoongi tilted his face till he realised. "No no, you didn't push me to tell that, I just wanted you to know."

"If.. You say so," Jimin said. He couldn't help but grin. "Don't stay kneeling, come sit with me."

Yoongi did just that and sat beside Jimin, lean him lean on him.

"Are you sleepy?" Jimin asked, gazing at the twinkling stars with his own twinkling eyes.

"No, are you?" Yoongi asked, leaning back, now gazing at the stars too.

"Nah," Jimin said and after that they were in a comfortable silence, just seeing the stars.

Even though they could stargaze everytime, this moment felt different. It was as the moon and the stars were shining brighter than usual. Hues of blue and violet was sprayed like dust in the middle of the sky.

White sprinkle of stars, even though they differ in size and obviously shapes, they shone brightly together.

"I like you too hyung," Jimin quietly said, breaking the silence which made Yoongi look at him. "I have liked you for a while now." He added as he rubbed his eyes and turned around.

Yoongi just smiled and kissed his forehead. Jimin wrapped his arms around Yoongi's neck and put his head on Yoongi's shoulder. He was practically sitting on Yoongi's lap which Yoongi loved.

"Let's get you to sleep, yeah?" Yoongi said and pulled Jimin more on his lap as he stood up, carrying Jimin to the bed bridal style.

"I told you I'm not sleepy," Jimin whined, he really wanted to continue stargazing but his heavy eyes said otherwise.

"Nuh uh, I told you, you act clingy when sleepy," Yoongi said, kissing Jimin's nose making him blush.

Jimin pouted and puffed out his cheeks as he was gently put on the bed and tucked in the covers by Yoongi.

"My cute, cute baby," Yoongi said, kissing Jimin's sticked out bottom lip. Jimin smiled into the kiss as Yoongi got on top of him.