Sinful Desire 18+

27. him again

Adriana

6 months later...

"You look exhausted, did you get any sleep last night?" My friend Emma says next to me, we were now in the breakroom recovering from wiping wounds all day and stitching broken skin.

Emma and I have been friends for around five months now but it feels like we've been friends forever. We tell each other absolutely everything no matter how little or severe. We met working at the hospital and we instantly clicked by complaining about our jobs.

Don't get me wrong I love working at the hospital and it's been a dream of mine for years but some things have scarred me for life since I've been here.

"Barely. My neighbours were going at it again." I groaned, my mind racing back to the unholy sounds of my female neighbour.

When my neighbours moved into the apartment next door I was excited, they were a nice young couple but as the nights went on they wouldn't stop fucking. A constant reminder of the sex I'm not getting.

"Maybe you should take a guy home and moan as loud as you can, see how they like it." She smirked and I hit her shoulder playfully.

"Sex is forever off the table with me." I murmured.

I told Emma about Nicolas. I left out the details of him being in the mafia, kidnapping me and killing my ex boyfriend since Emma definitely doesn't need to know that. She only knows that he's my sexy ex fling and I was almost kind of in love with him sorta.

"What about Tyler?" She points over to the doctor standing over by the coffee machine. He had dark blonde hair with an almost beard coming through, he's more tall than muscular.

"Eh he's not that bad." I studied him, he's certainly gorgeous but in a boy next door kind of way.

"God, your ex must've been sex on legs if you think Tyler isn't that bad." And she was right.

"Emma I don't need sex, I enjoyed it but it will never be the same again." I said to her, I secretly wanted to move on with this conversation but knowing Emma, she's not letting this subject go.

"That bad huh?" She laughed "Was he into BDSM or was he a sadist? Oh my god did he tie you up?" She gawked and I swear she drifted out for a moment.

"Emma." I groaned "Talk about something else." I pleaded and she laughed taking a sip of her coffee.

"I would talk about my sex life but it consists of absolutely nothing." She said to me, Emma hasn't had the best luck with guys in her life.

She's beyond gorgeous and her frame is small and curvy like mine but some how she hasn't seen anyone she likes so far which is understandable, American men are boring and average.

After our break I decided to work a few more shifts until the sun went down, I was beyond tired and needed some rest.

The drive home was quick, I unlocked the door to my apartment and stumbled into my bedroom, I got undressed for bed, brushed my teeth and slipped under the covers checking my phone.

I called my father once a week just to see how he was doing, I visited him a month ago and he was thrilled to see me. I can tell he feels bad for the mistakes he made and I'm trying to forgive him.

I peered down at my phone smiling at the text sent from Emma.

Emma: Tomorrow night we're going out and finding dick. Don't say no because I already booked the VIP lounge.

Me: You're impossible.

Emma: I've been called worse. Night!!

I smiled shaking my head, I then slumped down preparing myself for another lonely night.