The Unusual Suspects Book 2

Dom

I woke up and sat up in the bed and looked around for a moment. Man...I didn't even realize I had fell asleep until I woke up just now. But after that session me and Kev just had. I promise I had never been with anybody where our bodies were just so in tune with each other. Like he knew exactly what to do and when. But unlike how it was with Justin, everything was literally so erotic. I mean down to the way he stared into my eyes in the moment. But I truly wondered if this was the difference. Maybe no one had ever really, truly made love to me before him. I got up and went to his bathroom to get in the shower. I was standing there allowing the water to flow down my body when I felt a little breeze as he crept in the shower with me.
"You're awake Sleeping Beauty." he said as he kissed the back of my neck before he took the washcloth and began to wash my back for me. I loved how with him, I didn't have to ask, he just did whatever. That was something new to me, but I was loving every single second of it. After that, I turned around and let the water wash off the soap from behind me before he began to wash the front of me as well. Still never breaking this eye contact. It's like we communicated more between the words in all actuality. I can say I appreciate the fact that he was actually thorough with washing me, most people aren't that good with it. But afterwards, I did reciprocate the action. I washed all over his shoulders, back, and on down to his legs. He turned around and I washed his front as well.  I could tell from his facial expressions he was enjoying the moment. "Mmmm I appreciate that mami." he said as he kissed me and then turned to let the water rinse over his body before we both got out. We both dried off and had began to get dressed before Keish got back from the studio. "Baby, let's rap for a minute." he said as I sat down and began to brush my hair but I looked right into his eyes. "You good?" he asked me sounding a little bit concerned.          
"Yes Love, why you ask me that?"             
"When you were sleeping, you jumped a few times. I know that's relatively normal to happen, but you never did that before. Were you having a nightmare or something?" he asked me.
"I don't recall having a nightmare, but it could just be my body resting Bae. I'm alright, trust me." I told him as I leaned over and kissed his lips. "I appreciate the fact that you asked though."          "That's what I'm here for. I told you, I'd show you that I got you." he said and I believed every single word. "But with that being said, I wanted to talk about the fact that me and you don't be using protection." he said to me. "I don't want you to feel as if I'm trying to knock you off D. But we didn't talk about possibilities." he said as he sat down.      
"Possibilities?" I asked him.                         
"Yeah, like what would you do if I did get you pregnant?" he asked me. I didn't really think about it until now.                     
"I don't believe in abortions Love." I said and he took a deep breath.                           
"I'm so glad you said that. I don't either. I'm not trying to rush having a child, but I'm not against it either. I just don't want to do anything to set you back or complicate your life in any way."           "You couldn't complicate anything. We both know exactly what we be doing." 
"Okay, I just wanted to address that the correct way." he said. He started to get up but I grabbed him. "What's wrong?" 
"Let's talk about you." I said.                    
"What you wanna know Love?" he said.
"I wanna ask you something, but I don't know if it's too personal for real."              
"You're my girl right?" I nodded. "Don't we have unprotected sex?" I nodded again. "So how could anything else be more personal?" he asked.            "Point taken. Listen...I'm just curious do you feel like you hold some resentment in your heart for your situation? I mean as far as your parents' decisions."           
"I did at first. For a long time actually, because we didn't get raised right. But I promised myself that I would do better for Keisha's sake. It's hard raising a child when you're one yourself, but I wouldn't trade it for nothing in this world. I'm giving her a better life than our parents ever could have. That means a lot to me in the end."                                                                                                           "But what about you?" I asked him and he just looked at me. "Like if I asked you to name all the things that you love, how long would it take you to name yourself?" We looked into each other's eyes for a while silently.                                                                                                                                      "Honestly, I don't know. I do love me, but I'm so used to being the caregiver, not the one being cared for." he said to me which is the most honest thing I feel he ever shared with me. "Well...until you came along. That's why I don't mind doing anything for you. You could get it all shorty. Just stick with me." he said.   
"I'm not going anywhere, because no one has ever shown me the amount of care that you do aside from my dad." He pulled me into his embrace and held me there for a while. I get it now, realistically we needed each other.           
"I love you." he said in my ear.                    
"I love you too." I said and we pulled apart and he looked in my eyes.         
"You sure?" he asked me and I nodded at that. "I just don't want you to say it if you don't mean it."                                                                                                                                                                                               "I honestly do though." I told him.            
"You sure it's not the 'hero' thing?" he asked me.                                                                                       "Don't do that. Don't doubt my love because of what you've been through Kev. I love you for you. For the person you are, the person you've been to me. Also for the man that you're growing into. I just love you." Did I just say that?