life is full fill with you

🦋 Chapter 15 🦋

We both went to the meeting room to find everyone present there including sir I think there all were waiting for us only to come. We both went and sat in the left out two places . I sat on the seat which was beside sumedh and Monica went and sat beside basantt

" So as you All why we are here . Mallika how are you " sir asked

" I am fine sir " I said

" So can you just explain how did you get kidnapped with an explanation so it will be helpful to find you that rayan only kidnapped you or anyone is behind his back " sir said

" Sir I think someone is still behind his back " I said

" Why do you think so mallika " sir asked

" Sir untill now we cracked many cases but in every case there are pawas which are used used and thrown away . In this case also I think the same . Rayan is just a pawn I say because which out any security and men a leader of under wolf never comes out so i think there so much going on which we still don't know " I said

" What do you think sumedh " he asked sumedh

" Sir I agree with mallika's point of you . Because I to have faced a case with rayan . He is definitely not the one we what some one is behind he back for sure " sumedh said

" How do you think can be behind his back . Anyone " sir asked us all

" Sir i doubt vinal Singh kann might be behind it " sumedh said

" Why would the most wanted criminal would be behind this I don't think so sir why would he want to kidnappe me when he doesn't even know me " I said

" I agree with mallika's point of you but also sumedh why do think he is behind all of it " sir questioned sumedh

" Sir I am also not sure about it but I feel it and also some things which I saw made me think about it . I will try to find evidence for it sir " sumedh replied

" Ok sumedh be in it done it and also the bomb blast case which you all are handing is been given to specialist team so you have to be in work on this kidnappe case " sir said

" Ok sir " we all replied

" You all may leave now " sir said

And we all left from there while we were going I stopped sumedh and pulled him into garden with me .

' come on mallika what happened why did you pull me here I am a lot of work to do " sumedh

" Sumedh do you really mean those words " I asked

" About what words are you asking mallika which words " sumedh asked

" The words which you said when I was kidnapped those words " I said

" Oh! Those words " he said

"Yes " I said

" Mallika I didn't think that you will think like that you are my good friend from childhood that's it northing more than o don't lobe you to save you there I didn't get anything other option so I have say like that I didn't think that you will take those words seriously you are best friend that's it northing more than that " he said while smiling and left

I never thought in my life that one day this kid of situation will come I never thought when he said those I thought that he meant those but now he is saying that he didn't mean those words and he just said to save me ha instead of saving he should have not even same me when he was going to say those words for the sake of just saving and not meaning it .

I thought he really loves me .yaa yaa it will be just my imagination why will be love I am mad I am in a stupid dream land which is just giving me false hope .

Tears started to flow like a river . My legs felt weak that I sat on the ground and started to cry .

I felt like the bad luck in the whole world is just with me from my birth onwards .

Why God what did I do to you or what wrong did I do that you are punishing me this much. The pain and sorrow which I saw no one in the wolf wolf have seen it .

I never wished for anything I didn't even ask you that I want this I want that but first time I am asking God please please give me happiness I am done with the pain and sorrows of my life I am fed up . Whenever I wish for something or someone I just loose that I never get them why god am I curse that you can't even show a little mercy on me .

When I was a little girl you took mom and dad away from you didn't even give me a chance to feel the love of parents you took them away . I always wished to have friends and hangout with them but you didn't even give me a friend . I loved sumedh I atleast have hope that you would give me him . I could get happiness from him . But no that to you didn't give . Just playing with my emotions .

I am have done mistakes but why are you giving me this much pain as punishment . I feel that it would have been great if i wasn't even born .

If i was not born mom and dad would have not died . They died just because only because of me.

I got up from there and ran to my room and locked it and sat on the bed and started to cry . I just want to cry my heart out . I wish for a peaceful happiness tensionless life . And yaa god would never give me that right .

Why did you play with me sumedh . Why are you giving me hopes and why are you only breaking it . Why ?