The Good Suicide

Chapter 6

LISA

Jisoo: so Hanbin? Anong kailangan mong sabihin samin?

Hanbin: Here......(give something to Jisoo)

Jisoo: (open and she's shocked) WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THIS??!!

Rosé: w-what is it babe?

Jisoo: w-wait, this is Jennie's passbook and ATM?! w-why?

Hanbin: She left that to my Sister, the owner of the coffee shop she's working at night time. My sister told me to give it to you, Jisoo.

Jisoo: me? Why? Jennie will still work after her 2 weeks leave.

Hanbin: Huh? W-what 2 weeks leave? She already quit. My sister told me that Jennie gave her resignation letter, pati rin sa ibang part time nya na ibinigay ng sister ko. She even dropped out from school. I'm just sad, wala na akong kasabay maglunch and wala na kong math teacher. She didn't even say goodbye to me...(look  down)

Jisoo: N-no...y-you're just kidding! Right?! She won't do that! She's graduating in 1 and a half years! She promised me! Fvck!

Rosé: Are you serious, Hanbin?!

Hanbin: I really am! Look, I came here sincerely and need to give you these. I'm serious, okay? This isn't a good joke, I lost a friend too. And by the way, Jennie said that you can withdraw all the money. It's her payment for everything she'd left hanging.

Jisoo: This is all her hard work! How could she do this??!! All I know she's been saving for her future! But why? And this is really a huge amount. W-wait (read the passbook) she also withdrew 150,000 dollars??!!! Jennie Kim... What's happening?!! Aishhh.

Hanbin: (phone rings)  I think I need to go now, please say hi to Jennie for me. Thank you. And oh, I almost forgot. Here's a letter na iniwan ni Jennie sa sister ko. I'm gonna go. (Bow them Leaves)

Jisoo: Oh god! Jennie! Please, contact us soon.

Rosé: Let me read the letter babe.

To my super Unnie and cutest hubby,

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to leave you both. I just need to do what I think I need to do. For the sake of everyone around me. I don't want to put you in danger. I can't explain everything for now, but I know the time will come. Just Please do take care of each other. Thank you for always taking care of me. I wasn't able to bid you a proper goodbye. I don't have the guts and yeah I know I'll just cry a river. You both helped me a lot. You are like my sisters. You guys never fail to make me smile and to make me feel special. You guys are the sweetest. I know I lied, but I have to. I know you're just going to stop me hehe. Don't worry about me, I'm totally fine. I can get through it. Please tell Lisa that she doesn't have to worry about everything. I'll settle everything. I'm not mad at her and tell her thank you too for being there when I needed someone to talk to when you both are away. Thank you guys. I hope you'll forgive me. I love you! always remember that, Arasso?! Goodbye for now. - JENNIE.

No one talks! I saw Chipmunk hug Jisoo while they're both crying. I was stunned. I don't really know what to do next. This felt like I stomp on a bomb and boom! I want to shout! I want to punch someone! I want to kill someone!

Jisoo: A-are you happy now, Lisa??!!! (said weakly)

Lisa: U-unnie.... I-i didn't know, I'm so sorry.

Jisoo: Sorry??? What your sorry can do?!! Do you think that can bring Jennie back to us?!!

Lisa: I-i don't know. Please forgive me. (Look down)

Jisoo: Just go! I don't want to see your face right now! (Turned her back)

Lisa: U-unnie (about to hold Jisoo)