LOVE , THE HARDEST THING EVER

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So the next day we had to go to school so we walked cause my mum was to tired oh did I tell you my dad died so she had only me right now . My neighbors  sons went to our school to their names where jack (  super hot and in grade 11 just the same class as I, Nicole and his brother Nathan  ) they always went to school early so they could not drop us this time 

They met us by our lockers each planting a rose in our hands and a kiss on the cheek . Even if Nathan and Nicole were a thing , she shot  a seductive look at Jack and I almost gouged her eyes out . So during lunch they told us that there was this party after school today because this is the last Friday in this month and immediately Jack stood up to trash something his ex-girlfriend Maya ( the most popular girl in school but to me she was a wicked witch of the school ) walked up to him and gave him a long kiss on the lips which was really weird since I was dating him and stuff and he just stood there kissing her back with so much love

But I thought to myself was that love or did she just want to make me jealous he probably forgot that I was there or something cause she withdrew and came up to me and said ‘stay away!’ and I ran out of the hall with tears in my eyes for a second I did not know why I was crying or who I was crying for so I cleaned my eyes and heard the hallway door close and I checked to see who was coming and I saw jack I got the last bit  of energy left in me that was taken away from crying and I ran I did not know where I was running to so I ran into the parking lot and I don’t know what happened to my legs cause I fell and as I was about to get up I saw jack right above me and he carried me and I let him I did not want to but something in me knew that I was always gonna end up in his presence no matter how much I tried it was like I could not just let go. He carried me into the janitors closet and closed the door and locked it    and by that time I did not want to be anywhere near him and the next thing I knew he  was kissing me with so much effort but I knew what he wanted really and I knew that I did not want that with him so I don’t know where that energy came from but I pushed him away and punched him and gave him a bloody lip and I unlocked the janitors closet and I ran , I ran straight home found the key under the mat and found a note from my mum saying that  she has to work late today so I ran inside locked the door and started crying not knowing that I slept off I woke up with a banging on the door and someone shouting my name I took a knife and I went to the door and unlocked it and yanked it open with my knife on the persons throat and I saw it was Nicole and she told me that it was ok that she came to drop my bag and she asked me if I wanted  her to stay but I did not I just wanted to be alone so I sent her away and thanked her for trying. ;[

The next day at school I walked alone and on my  locker I saw an embroided word with a nice writing and I knew who wrote it and I saw people pass me and laugh I knew some thing was up the word was ‘’’slut’’ check your phone.so I did and I saw jack and I in the janitors closet and I saw when he kissed me but the part when I ran out was edited and my heart sank and then I saw Nathan and Nicole running towards me ,taking me to class and then In front of me I saw jack and maya I almost broke down right in front of them but then Nicole took my hand and whispered to me that everything was going to be ok but I knew it wasn’t  .

During lunch Maya and I our eyes met and she started kissing jack again and giggling then he looked back at me and I turned my face so after lunch I had the same class as jack but apparently Nicole, Nathan and Maya were not n this class so before I entered the class someone grabbed my arm and I turned back and saw jack and I yanked my hand out of his hold and he said he wanted to talk to me and I said that there was nothing to talk about . And then he started to tell me how he didn’t know about it and I knew that if I listened to his voice again I will punch his heart out with my bear hands then he did the last thing I would think that nobody will  ever do he pulled me in close to him for a hug but I resisted and slapped him and I told him ‘I never thought that anyone would ever do that ,look Maya is waiting for you , because you do not kiss a girl twice in front of your girlfriend  and you know  what f### off . ‘ And I walked away I could not take one more look at that guy again for a long time….