The second chance mate

Her second chance mate

Chapter ten

Jamie's Pov:

3 weeks later ~

Anger. Anger was only evident on my face. I put the tea cup on the washbasin after finding my morning tea and lean my back on counter while frowning. How could she shout at me like that ?! I'm her damn mate but she didn't care! My wolf was upset the whole weeks and yet he didn't spoke to me. What is she think herself? I know she is a goddamn alpha and I can't mess with her but that won't give the right to insult me like that! I was a crying mess the whole yesterday and didn't ate anything but guess what? My so called mate didn't even asked me if I am okay or did I eat something. But that idiot come home late and she was so sweaty but I pretended that I was Assleep. And I thought I have some hugs or even a good night kiss?Even though we didn't have any physical activities but she didn't give me any of those and slept like a wild cat. Come on, I am her mate and it's not a problem to carve some affection from my mate. I'm not that clingy or anything but whenever she is around me,i feel so safe and excited. The reason that she shouted at me because I spilled some coffee into her shirt when we were having breakfast yesterday. She insulted me, shout at me in front of all people in the dining room.I ignored her presence all the time and I catch sometimes her growls at me but I act like I too don't care about her. Everytime my wolf whine when we saw our mate flirting with other girls. She always come home all sweaty and I know she was with her toy bitches. My heart aches when she give more attention to her sluts other than me. I told my problem to my sister and her mate Anex. He is a nice guy and take care of her like a treasure. Now I have four friends and they are other than Kevin, rose, Clara and mark. Me and Mark are more close. Sometimes his mate Jason don't like me around his mate but mark on the other hand a sweet and quiet boy who loves reading and talking. He loves me so much as a friend of course same goes to me. The others are pretty good but mark is just so sweet. We hang out in the pack and read books and yes, he knows about my problems and told me he will always there for me. My sister hang out with me and Mark sometimes whenever her mate have late works. They all mated with their mate except me. AND I AM HAPPY ABOUT THAT!!! Except my wolf. And my wolf being a lover boy, he always try to get close to anu if she straightly said she won't love me nor care about me. And yes, I love anu's wolf because one day she came home all drunk and her innerwolf take control of her body and we talk and cuddle that whole night . But in the morning as usual the devil acted so coldly in the morning because oh man she was so clingy and hugging me like there is no tomorrow. When she woke up all confused and saw me on her embrace she pushed me off from the bed. I want affection and love from my mate but I think that not going to happen. Whenever the others being so lovey dovey towards each other, I feel so jealous
I'm still virgin. I just can't give my virginity to that devil who don't care about anyone but just herself. I didn't even kissed anyone because I want to let my virginity and all to the person who loves me endlessly. And fate is a bitch! I ended up with this cruel alpha. I met the retard alpha who is my mate's father and he was so nice to me. I signed and started to wash my tea cup. Why can't she just be nice with me? It's not like I'm a stranger but her mate. I snapped out of my thoughts when someone whispered something in my ear. I swing around to face the devil who is smirking at me while her hands is either side of the counter trapping me. I bites my lips nervously but give a bold look.

Anu:"Were you thinking about me little mate? Owe how cute"
(She said while coming closer to my face. I lean back while putting my hands on her chest to push her back. She wiggled her eyebrows while looking at my hands that placed on her chest. More likely on her breasts. I blushed and pulled my hands back.)

Me:"W-what? There is no way I'm thinking about a devil like you! "
(I said boldly. A little hurt I saw on her eyes but it changed on to a creepy smile)