06 | ᴘɪᴇᴄᴇs

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𝚎𝚙𝚒𝚜𝚘𝚍𝚎 𝚜𝚒𝚡 ; 𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚎, 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚗'𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎..

No matter how empty, how fucked up or how spacious his bed looked for him every night before he'd settled himself to sleep, he still urged himself--forced himself to sleep, to doze off even if he feels dark shivers running down his old, rusty spine

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No matter how empty, how fucked up or how spacious his bed looked for him every night before he'd settled himself to sleep, he still urged himself--forced himself to sleep, to doze off even if he feels dark shivers running down his old, rusty spine.

The same, grey and purple themed room. Those same pictures that hung on each wall just in the same position his love had decorated them. He always found himself surrounded by those same flowers vases and familiar purple tinted curtains jeongguk and taehyung had bought together--and their huge wardrobe, regarding which jeongguk would always recieve multiple scoldings from his wife..

All of these small, tiny things brought various, hurtful yet calming memories to his old, weak heart.

Waking up on the spacious bed, knowing there's no boxy smile or tiny, warm petite body anymore to welcome him.. It hurts, but jeongguk is so used to it now.

Sixteen years without his lover? Yes. It's been a long time since he had seen taehyung.

The same person without seeing whom, jeongguk's day actually felt empty and dull.
His doe eyes would crave to have a simple glimpse of his lover's whenever he'd wake up. And before sleeping, he'd always require taehyung's warm body pressed to his own to doze in the most calmly way.

Ofcourse it was hard, its been hard.. And it's getting even more harder for jeongguk to leave on. Before it was because of his fresh memories, recent happy times he had spent with taehyung before the younger passed away due to such horrific accident.

But now. Even the memories, taehyung's tiny details that's been erasing from his mind, bit by bit.

At one point he feels relaxed that, yes. He's letting the other go by letting his only memories vanish from his mind. But the remorse and utter pain he'd feel in his heart was clearly unbearable for his old, weak body and fragile heart to bear.

Even if his mind wanted to let him be at peace, his heart immediately neglected the hurtful idea. Not when everything that jeongguk is today, and has today is only because of his dead partner.

This big house, a handsome--well mannered and sophisticated son who supports and loves his father just as much as possible. And not to forget about those freaking good memories and times to remember which taehyung had left them both with.

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