*LaLa's POV*
It was 3a.m and i was out in my car driving arounfd the city, i pulled a blunt from my glove department, grabbed my lighter and began to smoke. I couldnt believe my life could change in na matter of hours. The man i thought i loved and who loved me, well i thought loved me. This purp aint really doing shit for me so im just going to hit the bed, at my friends house i have to go house hunting tomorrow. The tragedy of my life story. A broken hearted devil. Did i deserve this? Na there's no way i deserved this. I hope he stay with new bitch cause i dont want him.
I just woke up on my bestfriend's couch, I smelled breakfest cooking from the back so i got up and there she was cooking her bestoo some breakfest. I probably never told yall about my besto LoLo, she can cook and clean and be the best friend ever.
"Hey LoLo lets talk" I said nerveously.
"Wassup boo, whats on ya mind." LoLo said witha blank stare upon her face.
"what should i do about anthony, i love him and im not sure".
"Bitch leave his ass high and dry i know that dick was good, cause you always talking about it, but that dick also hurt yo fucking heart, shattered yo shit and ian even come to check on you." She blankly stated.
As soon as she said those words there was on knock on the door. "I'll go hget it." I told LoLo.
I opened the door and my heart almost feel ino my pants. I lost all the breath to breave, Jesus dont let this be anthony.
"What the fuck you doing here, i told you i aint wanna talk to you, mayne you cheated on me with that nasty hoe and you know i dont like that hoe." I said while tears threatned to pour out.
"Bae... I mean LaLa let me explain, i didnt cheat, I swear." He said with so much force.
Thats when the tears started coming down in loads, i could see in his eyes that he was sorry, but i just couldnt see past the lies, his eyes where burning mines because i could sense the lies.
"Your a such a lie, i knew i shoudnt have started anything with you, i dont love you antmore ANTHONY! I fucking hate you." I said not meaning half of it.
Thats when i noticed in his eyes, that he was truly dieing on the inside. I couldnt stop but notice what I had said had this big impact on his heart because before i could even try and take it back he was passed out on my bestfriend porch.
I checked to feel a pulse and I didnt feel one, I screamed to LoLo to call the police, I knew what i sad would hurt but i didnt know it would practically kill him. I heared syrins and when i looked up the ambulance was caring Anthony away on a gerny. I jumped in my car and sped right behind the ambulance, I started to pray to god. Dear, Father if you let anthony out of this I need him lord thats my man, my bestfriend, my partner, Lord i know ive did some fucked up things in my life, I know. But please help me and get anothony out of this,
I was walking into the hospital, wile anthony was already in back. Im scared shittless cause i dont know if Anthony is alright. I dont even care what he did i just want him right now.
"Anthony's Family" Me and his brother, sister, mama, cousin, and uncle jumped up to the doctors face.
"HI, hows our boy" We all said.
"Well he is great, he is responding to the meds, and you guys can go see him now." Room 387, the doctor said
I guess his family didnt wanna see him in the hospital so they all left. I walked into the room to see anthony sitting up staring dagers into my heart, i guess he heard me come in. I could see that he wanted to cry but his ego wouldnt let him.
"Im so-" I tryed to say before i was enterputed.
"Naa, ma you said wht was on yo heart and i fully understand, you dont love me you hate me and no im not cool with it but i get that you want to move on maybe im not the man for you, just ,maybe im not your husband material." He said.
"NO! you are the man for me and yes you will be my husband, i know you fucked up we all fuck up, but i cnt keep my heart on the line if your gonna keep bashing it. I dont need to be heart broken again." I said with buckets of tearing rolling down my skin.
"Come here." He said, so i walked up to him and hewiped my tears and kissed my forhead.
"I wont ever break your heart again." He, said and i nearly melted because he has never told me that.
"Promise?" I asked curious.
"Promise." he said with no hesatation.
