Love me harder | Woodz ff

Relationship status

    I woke up earlier than him, he who reeks of alcohol every morning.I went to wash up, stare at my reflection and left a sigh after smiling forcefully.
 
   I rinse out my mouth after brushing my teeth when I felt a pair of arms wrapping around me,
  "Why didn't you wake me up, I was so scared waking up, without your beautiful face infront of me," my husband,seungyoun mumbled.

    Placing his head on my shoulder after, 
"I missed you," he whispered to my ears, he giggled slightly afterwards, it seemed like he was still half asleep.

    I smiled as I turn on the tap to wash my hands. I proceed to turn my body to face him, as his hand were still wrapped around me. I wiped his eyes with my thumb, "I missed you too, you should get ready to work...chagi(honey)" I replied,with a smile, I wished was sincere.
   
    I left, with an aching heart and tearful eyes, I hated feeling this way but it couldn't be helped. I love him but my heart hurts everytime I relise, my love for him is fading, and he does not deserve to be treated like this, I don't deseve him.
   
     And It hurts me more,because the only reason this is happening is because we don't spend much time together, because of me...I couldn't make time for him and now it's the other way around.
     
     As days go by, my thoughts were distracted by the idea of him feeling the same way. Although, he never changed and treated me lovingly till this day, I was annoyed at the smell of alcohol I wake up to every morning. It makes me happy, thinking he's drinking it because of the realisation of my sudden change of treatment towards him, the fact that he still cares about me.
                
     However, it worries me more that he is stressed about something else, and not even caring about my hate towards alcohol.
          I'm just thinking too much about it tho, I'm thinking too much about myself...

    While working on the new project we were given at work, my friend, Eunbi, interrupted my already distracted mind,
  "ya, y/n are you okey?you seem tired..did you have fun with your husband last night?"she joked. 
 "Ya, I just slept really late ok, just go finish your work.." I replied, hitting her after.
"Nae, y/n-shi," she said sarcastically,bowing.
     
*time skip*

"Y/n, I'm leaving..you wanna come with?" Eunbi said as she was packing up.

 "Where to?" I replied. She put on a cheeky smile and shouts, "half priced BBQ! That's right I got coupons, baby!" Whilst dancing.I giggled at the sight, and pulled her out of the office,

*time skip*

 As we walked to the restaurant, I got a message ,

💚Seungyoun🧡:I might come home late again. sorry, pretty busy lately.

You:it's okey, I'm eating out with Eunbi.

"Ya, isn't that your husband?" Eunbi whispered as she nudged my arm. I looked up as I pressed the send button on the screen.

There I saw him, linking arms with another girl, pulling out his phone from his pocket. He then put his phone back, after doing something with it, when I felt a vibration from my phone, 

💚Seungyoun🧡: okey,have fun [>3<)

       

                        To be continued....