Love me harder | Woodz ff

It's okey to hide

      "Have a nice day...y/n," Seungyoun said walking out staring at his hand. Not gonna lie..it hurt hearing him calling me by my name. I wanted to make him feel guilty...but I guess I made us more distanced. Letting out your anger and pointing out something out of context doesn't help solve anything.

       It was already lunch time when seungyoun stepped out of my office a couple of seconds ago. After looking at the time,I sighed and then stood up to grab a cup of coffee. I saw seungyoun from the window approaching his car.

     I stare at him blankly and looked at his expression, his sad(?) frown or as I choose to believe. Why do I feel bad?? This guilt is irritating me.

     I took a deep breath and grabbed my phone and called him, I was still looking at him from the window and saw him stop, to receive the call. I smirked and started running out the building.

    Yes, I was running out the building. Why the hell am I running out this building?!

      I was running down the stairs when he accepted the call. "Chagi? Is there something wrong?" I heard him through the phone.

     I saw him opening his car door. "Oh-chagi don't do anything...ok?just stop moving..." I said as I ran swiftly, heavily breating while talking to him on the phone.

    "Why? Y/n? Are you oka-" he said as I interupted him. "Chagiya!!!" I yelled once I was out of the building, and yes I was still running, this is crazy I was just promoted a month ago and here I am running towards my husband like a crazy fangirl!

      His confusion was obvious. I looked crazy but on my way to him I heard his precious laugh I heven't heard in ages, through the phone and I broke to a smile as well. I'm not the athletic type but running never felt so good.

     I was right in front of him but I obviously couldn't stop in time but why not give this man who broke my heart a hug? 

..........

I hugged him, "chagi, I missed you..." I said while my heavy breathing was interupting me, "let's have lunch..ok?" I continue after pulling out from the hug.

     He stared at me with a smile and proceed to giggle with the cutest voice and nods. "..kaja(let's go)" he replied in the middle of his giggles. I smiled and walked to my seat. It's been a long time since I sat next to him in this car, I missed seeing my husband drive.

    I told him to go anywhere he liked and we drove off. He asked me loads of question about the running,the promotion and we just catched up.. even tho we live together.. there was a lot of things we hadn't talk about.

    The conversation continued in the restaurant he chose. We ate the lunch and I was just having a good time. It's been along time since we had lunch together..Weird for a married couple...

   In the middle of munching down the food he told me,"Chagi..about the ring-" I then glared at him, which left him silent...This man really!! I didn't want to ruin the moment by bringing this up but he did instead.

    "...chagi," I said feeding him some of my food after breaking into a smile. It fell silent.... then I told him that,"It's okey if you lost it, it's okey if you forgot to wear it, it's ok if you're not wearing it SO YOU CAN HIDE-" I stopped, realising what I almost shouted at his face.

     His face looked shock I felt hurt and cried,"I'm sorry..I ruined this... I-...I wanted to have a great time, I wanted to forget and calm myself down...I ruined..ugh..I'll go for now I'll pay, it's the least I can do," and just like that I left...

Seungyoun p.o.v

     I just sat there blankly, what have I done? I thought. I went back to work and went home as early as possible, I was distracted, I had to.

    I came home and went in my room, I was terrified. I saw bags packed with clothes and my wife sitting on the bad staring at her phone. She then turned to me. I flinced scared of what I'm seeing and hoping its not what I think it is, "chagi, what are these bags for?" I asked her. She rolled her eyes and replied..

 TO BE CONTINUED