Bullied by Kian Lawley

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-listen to pretty hurts by Beyoncé-

Warning- may be triggering.

I walk down the halls of the tiny school searching for Kian, I turn down the hallway a tap on my shoulder scares me, I turn and the person points toward Kian and Samantha kissing, I freeze and tears pour out of my eyes..I liked Kian forever, he turns and a smile appears on his face and he walks over

"Hey"he says placing his arm around me, I shake it off and walk away small teardrops rolling down my face.

"Hey Amber wait"Kian calls I shake my head no while walking further away from him, I turn toward my locker

"Be that way then....slut"Kian says I turn to see him his eyes say he feels bad but his smirk says otherwise, I turn back to my locker taking my books out and tossing my crap into my locker before running toward Math, Kian sits down at our usual spot I turn and sit with this blue eyed guy

"Hey, I'm Nash"he says I smile; well fake smile

"Amber"I say before turning my eyes lock with Kian's I turn back and pull out my journal and write

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Kian Lawley; my best friend or used to be best friend

He was always there for me, thick and thin
He was there when I got played by the schools heart throb; Sammy Wilkinson
He was there when I was dealing with anxiety, depression and insomnia; they all went away probably temporary

I loved Kian; more then a friend

That second he called me a slut..reminded me when my dad used to hit me and call me a slut; those memories were terrible

Kian helped me cope with my first talent show; to this day that talent show still haunts my memories.

-A.D.

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"Amber, would you like to share what you wrote?"Mrs.Thompson says with her snobby voice

"N-no"I say

"To bad give me your book"she says yanking out of my hands, I put my head down

"Kian Lawley; my best friend or used to be best friend He was always there for me, thick and thin
He was there when I got played by the schools heart throb; Sammy Wilkinson He was there when I was dealing with anxiety, depression and insomnia; they all went away probably temporary I loved Kian; more then a friend That second he called me a slut..reminded me when my dad used to hit me and call me a slut; those memories were terrible Kian helped me cope with my first talent show; to this day that talent show still haunts my memories."she reads I face palm, the class erupts with laugher, Mrs.Thompson tosses my journal into the garbage can, I cringe before taking my sharpener out of my pocket...the shiny metal standing out, I place the sharpener back into my pocket, the bell rings I get up and walk out and straight to my locker to take all my crap out, I grab everything and run outside and straight home, I head inside the smell of my older brothers cologne instantly hitting me

"Noah stop spraying your cologne!"I yell before heading upstairs to my room, I toss down everything before heading into the bathroom, I unscrew the shiny metal blade from my sharpener, Kian was the reason I stopped and the reason I'm starting, I take the blade to my skin before slicing up my arm leaving tiny red marks on my tan skin, I drop the blade realizing what I had just done, I run into my room laying down on my bed..instantly falling asleep.

----authors note-----

So I posted this on Facebook and I have a few readers there so thanks 😂❤️