It's been so long
But I remember all we went through as the night is still young I look at vehicles that reminds me of yours and I get a glimpse of him; my past which I despise the most
I could feel images creeping up inside my head
As the door of my heart opens up to someone who's not dead
I get glimpse of memories that features you inside your parents' bed
It scares so much that it makes me feel so bad
I remember all you said
That day by the bridge in the forest
I remember all your plans
It involved me in the future of your own hands
I couldn't understand
How I became someone so great for you to land
Now you're off again
Looking for the woman you lost in me back then
I do know that you were lost but it was best to keep your hands off of me when I asked
I remember what you've done at the deck
Of the lake we used to go to in a summer day
I remember at the park when you took "no" as a game
I'm with someone else and he's better for my sake.
But I get haunted whenever I hear your name.
I just want to shatter and become a wave.
I like who I'm with now but I'm still afraid
Inside my heart races but for the misery you caused and made.
I've learned my lesson now.
But have I changed?
I feel somehow
My heart would take so long before it loves another mate-
- The harm you've engraved in my mind and soul
J.E.S
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Emotional Machine
PoetryA woman who is living in her parents house and working full time has no idea what she is doing. Her life continues only in her day dream and how she tries to learn who she is and where she wants to be. Most of this book is filled with Poetry made by...
