life I lead | Wilbur soot angst (DISCONTINUED)

do i truly forgive you? (5)

Wilbur pov

I was just arriving home from being out with fundy, and niki

As I walked in something was obviously off, I could tell, the smell.

"hey will, did you have fun?" techno said, his speech was slurred so terribly I could barely even understand what he said

"Y...yeah I did." I say back to my brother

"That's good, just go to your room and wait for dinner" he said

Will don't say shit
he'll beat you so just keep your mouth shut
and do what he said

"Alright techno."  I said

I walk to my room and before I go in I put my ear near Tommy's door, he was on a call with tubbo obviously, so he was okay

I go into my room and look at my guitar, should I play? no, it might bother techno.

I open my phone to see a firmiliar name, it was schlatt, what did he want

Schlatt 6:31pm
Schlatt: Wilbur, help

Me: why would you ever need my help

Schlatt: I found my dad's cigarettes and I smoked one, I don't know what to do, what I'd he finds out?

Me: that's on you schlatt, why did you even need to smoke?

Schlatt: I don't know, I don't. I just. I've been stressed, and they are supposed to "relieve stress" so I smoked one

Me: take a walk come to 44** and I'll meet you okay?

Schlatt: see you soon.

Me: bye schlatt.

What the fuck? there's no way I'm about to help the guy who beat my ass.

You were friends before?

I can't do it, I can't, I CANT.
it's his own fault im not gonna blame myself, I already told him we are gonna meet up but. There's no turning back.

I walk out of my room, techno was hammered, he was talking to himself and just being weird.

"Tech im going on a walk" I say

"No the HELL you aren't" he yelled

Don't let Tommy see him hit you, don't let tomm-

The thoughts in my mind were interrupted by techno punching my eye, at this point I was on the ground, he stepped on my arm twice, like putting all his weight on me

Phil help.

Why the hell am I calling for my dead fucking father, fuck this.

I could barely move, my arm was beyond broken at this point

"what are you even gonna do out there you dead weight?, get drugs?, you have no right to leave MY house at 11:30 pm."

I tried to stand up with the energy I had, and I looked techno dead in the eyes and said

"You are a piece of shit, you are probably why dad died"

I said and ran to my room in tears.

fuck this shit I don't wanna be here anymore more, I hope Tommy will be okay, but I can't take It

Im gone, I'm leaving

I texted Tommy and told him to come to my room

he walked in

"Hey will!" He said with a huge smile

I reply and say "take some of my clothes, take my grey bag and put my clothes in the bag, that's gonna be your bag, we are gonna go with my friend Fundy for a bit"

"Oh. Why?" He asked with a very conserned expression on his face

"Just to get away you know?, he's really nice too, maybe you can meet fundy and Niki as well!" I say smiling at the younger

"yay! Okay let's get packing" he said

why am I doing this to a 9 year old?

who gives a fuck?

"Tommy you can also get my guitar" I say to him

"really? You never let me touch your guitar" he said with a huge smile on his face

"Yes, have some fun, but I want it back when we get back home okay? Is that a deal?" I ask

"yes of course it is!!!" He exclaimed

"We need to leave at 5am, so I'll wake you up"