(Cussing and f slur)
Time Skip to two days later
Sanemi Pov
It's been a few days since the conversation with Giyu Tomioka. But for some reason my mind feels like it was just a minute ago. I can't stop thinking about him. In class I catch myself staring. I'm going insane. I'm supposed to be working on this damn homework. But then. I began thinking... What's my sexuality? I never thought about it. I heard butterfly bitch talk about it. Ever since that I've been thinking, I've never had feelings for a girl. That's a lie. I remember I found Shinobu's sister pretty but then she moved away. But that was it. And well for boys. I don't know. I've never felt anything for a male. Until now. Shit stop it. Sanemi Shinazugawa you've never felt anything for a man. You know that. Do I?
I ended up finishing the homework. Obanai was out with his girlfriend. So I was alone. I lay down closing my eyes.
Knock knock
Great. Right when I lay down there goes some idiot knocking on the door. Who the hell could it be? I got up and went to up the door. To me surprise it was Giyu Tomioka. He was holding a small white box. He was wearing his usual turtle neck which was a dark green color. And for me? Well I was wearing a v neck and black sweatpants. For some reason Tomioka stepped back a bit when he saw me.
"What the hell do you want?" That's all really came to mind. "Um hi. Uh I wanted to give you this." He handed me the white box. "What is it?" I was completely confused. Why the hell did you give me this? I looked at the plain box. "ohagi." I quickly looked up at him. ohagi? What the fuck? Then it hit. I told him my favorite food was ohagi.
"Did you really make ohagi?" I opened the box and there it was. ohagi. "Why the fuck did you make it for me?" He shrugged "you said you liked it." I wanted to laugh. The dumbass made me ohagi. "you're a damn idiot. Come in." I moved aside so you could get in. I walked past and looked around the dorm. It wasn't really fixed up yet. But he didn't seem disappointed. I sat down on the couch and placed the box on the coffee table in front of me. Tomioka sat next to me. I could feel his eyes on me. I hesitantly opened the box and took one ohagi out. I bit into it.
It want bad. It was quite good. Not as good as mother's or mine. But it was good. I looked at him. "This.. is pretty good. Thanks shit head." He smiled. HE SMILED!? Giyu Tomioka smiled?? I haven't seen a smile on his face in such a long time. I told him to take one.he kept saying no but I kept bugging him until he ate one. "What were you doing when I got here? Did I bother you? Do you want me to leave?" He kept going on and on. "Geez no I had just finished the homework. Shut up you didn't mess anything."
"Oh. Does that mean I can stay?" There it is again. He's acting weird. I didn't like it. And it came back. Sanemi Shinazugawa. You like him don't you? Just look at you. You got flustered. Hah. And you say you aren't gay. Damn fag. SHUT UP
"Yeah." What the fuck? Did I say that!? "Thanks" . I did say it. I turned on the TV and flipped though the movies and put on Bird Box on Netflix. After 25 minutes I found myself fighting to stay awake. I looked at Tomioka. He was watching the movie and kept messing with his fingers. I couldn't help but stare. The dark. The only light coming from the tv. His face looked so beautiful. His lips...they looked so soft and pretty. Get a hold of yourself. I looked away but then I couldn't. I lost. I feel asleep.
I know this chapter is super short sorry :(
