Under the surface | Ashtray X Fem

Part 33

JAYDENS POV

After hanging out with Gia, I didn't know where to go. So I went home.

Probably not the best idea since I haven't been home in like over 2 weeks but oh well. Nate had been telling our family that I was at school and stuff so they didn't get the police involved to start looking for me or anything. Not that I thought they would really care but you know, just in case.

But before I went home I had to do a pitstop at another place. Just to get some weed cus there is no fucking way I'm going home without anything to smoke. I was gonna go to Fez's but he doesn't sell me shit anymore.

He knows I still smoke weed often, but he thinks I'm clean off everything else like coke and that shit but, I kinda am idk.

Then I went home. I stuffed my little bag of weed and my vape into my messy bun as I walked up to my house. My dad would usually pat me down when I got home after being away for a while to make sure I have no drugs on me. But I've figured out ways to hide it.

At first I put it in my sock, but he found it. Then I put it in my bra, thinking he wouldn't feel around my chest, but he did. And he found my drugs.

The weird thing was he never did this to my brothers. I mean I am the one who over dossed but still. I think he just does it so he can, um, touch me you know.

Fucking dick.

"I'm home!"

I yell as I knock on the door. I take a deep breath as I see my dad open it

"Oh finally you decided to come back"

He says sarcastically

"Yep"

I say trying to walk past him, he grabs my shoulder and pulls me closer to him

"Um, let me make sure your coming into my house drug free Jayden"

He says. I look at him in the eyes then unzip my jumper. (Btw she is wearing a shirt underneath dw)

"Fuck you"

I whisper as he starts patting me down. I feel like a fucking criminal. My eyes start to tear up as he touches around my chest area, I guess I kinda have a little bit of PTSD after shit that's happened in the past.

"Ok, you can go"

He says after feeling everywhere around my body.

"Fuck you"

I say once again before whipping my eyes and walking up the stairs into my bedroom. Even though I fucking hate being home mostly because of my family, it does feel good to be in my bedroom again. I was thinking of calling Ashtray but it was late and we both have school tomorrow so I just texted him instead

      

                      Ashtray❤️💋🚬

           Me: hey Ash, see u tomorrow love you <3

I put my phone down straight after texting him and went to sleep.

Authors note: hey guys, sorry this is just a filler chapter Cus I wanted to post for y'all.

But some of y'all making me feel kinda stressed lol. I'm trying to update as much as I can but with school, homework and chores and shit I post whenever I can.

Love y'all thanks for reading! <333

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