Steve Rogers: Not You

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View: Second person

Warnings: Cheating, sad, and pregnancy

Request: None

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You were sitting in the middle row at the altar staring at the man you loved the most, Steve Rogers. You thought that maybe if you closed your eyes this image would go away but instead you saw were memories.

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Laughter echoed through the bedroom, like it sounded like it was coming from a long tunnel. "Steve! Stop it!" You managed to say through laughter. You and Steve were laying in bed while Steve was giving you kisses on the neck, which was your most ticklish spot and he knew that.

"Never!" Steve said to your neck laughing with you.

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It all happened so fast. Steve was getting married and...well you weren't. You thought the man you loved the most would love you back as much but turns out he fell out of love with you. And now here you are in the audience with your hand on your stomach watching him get married to a girl who wasn't...you.

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Steve had Friday call you down to his room to tell that he in fact didn't love you anymore. Steve was sitting on the edge of the bed when you came in the room. "Hey, Steve is everything alright?" You said sitting down next to him. You knew something was wrong the second you walked into the room.

"Um...no nothing is alright," he said looking at his fidgeting hands. "I have been seeing someone." whispering the last part looking at you in the eyes so you knew he was not lying. So that's why he has been distant with me. You thought. "I needed help..." He started but you interrupted him.

"And you seeked help in someone else. Why didn't you come to me Steve?" You whispered the last sentence.

"I do not...I do not know why I didn't come to you...for help...I'm sorry" Steve said looking at his shaky fiddling hands. "I'm sorry baby...It's me not you okay just know that. I didn't want this to end like this but she said that if I want to keep seeing her I had to...um...call this...what we have I mean had off."

"You're not sorry Steve or you wouldn't have been with her. Um do you love her at least like you loved me huh? I thought you were happy being with me but um... I'm having second thoughts Steve."

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The "I do's" were said and soon the wedding was over...well for you anyways. Steve still didn't know that the six month old baby in you womb was his. When he first saw you at the beginning of the wedding, his heart melted because how beautiful you looked but he couldn't have you...not anymore and when he looked at your belly his heart was no longer melted it was broken and crushed.

When the wedding was over you were just about to leave the building but you heard you name being called. You turned around and saw Steve standing in front of you.

"Hi Y/n." That's all he could say.

"Hi Steve." Already to fight the tears.

"Um...you...you look beautiful by the way." He stuttered scratching the back of his neck when there was no itch to scratch.

"Um yeah thanks...um nice wedding, um thanks for inviting me but um I have to go there's nothing here for me to be here so," you went for a hug. "Good night Steve and just want you to know that I still love you even if you don't love me back. Just know that when this baby is born I will put your last name on the birth certificate, so she can at least have something of yours"

And with that you left the hug and the church and went home and cried yourself to sleep again and never saw Steve again well not on purpose anyways. You'd see each other in the store or when you went to drop off your baby girl to Steve when it was his turn to have her.

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