My mind is on overload
I can't think straight
What if I want to die?
No, that can't be right.
My mind like a bomb, ready to explode
I need some space
I run out into the hallway
I begin to pace
I need to go back
They needs me,
But I need me too
I need to flee
I can't.
I can't.
I can't.
I feel like an ant!
I collapse against the wall
Falling into my knees
In tears.
Why does they want to be desist?
My heart has shattered
As I try not to imagine that they is feeling
But I can't help it
I go into a zen state of mind, thinking about sadness and nothingness.
Slowly I snap out of it
I regain my proper state of mind.
I need to return to Grey,
But I can't put that behind.
YOU ARE READING
The Episode by Asher Bende
PoetryThis is a book of poems that tells a story about Grey who has been dealing with mental health issues, along with self harm and suicidal thoughts. They have finally had enough and is done fighting.
