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Fuck This Shit.

It was the first day back at school and I was late first thing in the morning.I was shattered after all the crying last night over Brian that little cunt broke up with me on valentines day."Fuck boys, they're annoying pathetic and do nothing but break people's hearts".i said with aggression and tears falling down my face as I was ripping up all the photos of me and Brian.I didn't mean it to all boys it was mostly to Brian but it felt like I was saying it to every boy.it was 8:30am my mum opened the door to check If I had gotten the bus but as she seen the back of my hair I knew I was screwed."Y/N Y/L WHY AREN'T YOU AT SCHOOL IT'S YOUR FIRST DAY BACK", mum yelled while I was getting ready.I was hoping to get the day off but oh well at least I get to miss maths first period.Today I just couldn't be arsed seeing Brian or anyone if I'm going to be honest.It was one of those days where I would get dressed in a hoodie and joggers and not give a fuck about anyone.I'd arrived to second period it was science but I skived in the toilets since all you do in science is just glue in sheets do tests write some random shit and tadaaa there's science.I had a puff with the girls at lunch in the rose garden as we were all talking about how bad our lessons were until LUCY showed up asking why I wasn't there for the first two lessons.since I couldn't be arsed to deal with little shits I replied"go fuck yourself".Lucy was the teacher petty bitch, it's like she would do anything just to get the teachers to appreciate her.All the teachers were sick of her same as all the students since all she would do is ask you 'why did you do that''why did you do this'meh meh meh.she was the only person to put her hand up in class.The teachers got sick of seeing only her hand pop up so they made a new rule to all the teachers to pick people without their hands up to see if they were actually listening which was a good idea but the idea also had me screwed since I never pay attention to any lessons unless it's English since my English teacher is the nicest teacher I've ever met and treats me like I'm his child which isn't in a weird way at all he treats everybody like that.His name was Mr.Hopkins.Anyways back to that Lucy she had brown hair,green eyes,big ass glasses,braces and loads of pimples on her face.Soon as I said 'go fuck yourself' she started crying and sinking to the floor like I killed her dog or something.The teachers couldn't be bothered checking if she was alright.Honestly I wouldn't blame them she needed to grow up and group up fast.I guess you could say I was nice and kind but when it came to the girls I became a total chav puffy jackets, vapes,fake eyelashes, fake tan and streaks on snapchat flexing having a mccdonalds with the girls.The girls were my world and life.There were 12 amazing girls all living their lives including me:Aime, Maddie,Gracie,Shannon,Ruby,Amelia,Erin,Ellie,Megan,Charlotte,Mia and finally me.Us 12 were criminals when us all were together we would normally steal,Break windows,knock and Nash that one is the best and stealing food.But this was school say all we could do was circle up vaping with our geek bars until...Brian showed up.He curled his arm around me.wtf is he doing i thought while putting his arm of my shoulder."what do you want"i asked.'wow calm down dalm don't act like a bitch'he said."what the fuck did you just say".i asked while clenching my fists.'i said calm down don't act like a birch'he repeated."says the btich who thought it would be alright to dump me on valentines and come back into school the next day feleign like absolute shit because congratulations Brian you made me feel like shit so can you just fuck off and leave me and my girls alone".I shouted.The girls were supporting me and getting me hyped but I didn't wanna feel liek the main character in this situation...i just wanted to keep quiet and not get included with anything at all but here I am arguing with Brian, just like I thought I would be.Brian backed up as his 'homies' were laughing at him in embarrassment.I never meant to embarrass Brian but he had to choose today out of all the days.After that little moment me and the girls moved somewhere else to sneak puffs put as we were moving to the girls bathroom... Someone had caught my eye.I was guessing it was his eyebrow but i wasn't that sure..

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