Cloudy Eyes

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I don't know what came to me that day,
that particular day I decide,
to step out of my comfort zone,
to face my fear & prove my inner critic ,
that it isn't as scary as I thought.

But when things go wrong ,
my fear is multiplied,
I don't even know ,
If I would dare to do it again,

Although its scary,
Although its making me worried,
Even when I had to wake up anxious,
I am now more certain than I ever was ,
Although the taste of abandonment is bitter,
It's way bitter to be abandoned by your own self.

Cause when your own body wish to neglect your soul,
Thats when you know you messed up.