MY LOVE MY HOME [JENLISA]

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"Daddy" Ellie calls. We're on our way to my parents Mom cook a lot I know. Jennie is busy scrolling her phone.

"Yes my love?" I glance at the rear mirror to see her.

"You know what Jackson gave mommy flowers" She complaint. I look at Jennie and she put her phone on her bag.

"He did?" The fucking jealousy run to my blood again. Can I question her? We don't have a level yet so maybe not. I'm jealous us fuck.

"Yeah, he even asked for lunch but I said were having lunch." She explained. Luckily Ellie is there so she can tell me what happened. Jennie don't have a guts to tell me.

"I told you not tell daddy" Jennie said and she pout. She's so cute. I want to kissed her.

"I want to see Daddy being jelous" she said and giggles.

"I'm not jelous love." I lied. "Your Mom can do whatever she wants or should I say accept the suitors that she wanted." I gave them a fake smile.

"He just gave me flowers and I don't want to be rude." Jennie explained.

"No need to explain Jen. Its fine I respect what decision you made as long as your happy" I smiled at her bitterly.

"Lisa its--- shhh. I already said its fine."

Fuck. I can't imagine that she's dating or marrying another guys or girls. But I do understand the situation we're not together so I don't have right to demand and I don't have a right to be jelous yet. I'm jelous I admit it to myself but not het.

"Lisa" she called.

"Hmmm"

"Can I not come anymore?" She feels hesitate. I look at her and scanning her face.

"You don't want to come?" I asked.

"I mean you and Ellie can go and introduce her." What's happening to her. I'm just being honest with her.

"I just call mom." I said. "Where will I drop you?" I asked when I'm dialing my mom number.

[Yes Lisa, where are you now?"

"Mom are you cooking?" I asked.

[Yes a lot for my grand daughter and Jennie. Why]

"Are you done cooking?"

[Almost. One dish more] I cursed mentally.

"Its enough mom. I'm sorry. Were on our way" I drop the call not waiting for her answer. I promise to take Jennie with me but unfortunately she doesn't want to come anymore.

"I'm sorry. Where can I drop you?" I asked Jennie.

"Right there. I will just take a cab to go to company" I nod.

"Mommy why you leaving?" Ellie asked.

"Bye baby see you later." She waved at  Ellie before she close the door.

I pressed the horn before drove again.

"Daddy what happened?"

"I don't know either"

JENNIE

When Lisa drop me on the right side. I just don't know where to go. Did I hurt her again? I know she's jelous.

I feel guilty for what she's feeling now. When she said that I can do whatever I want. I feel like she will give up on me. I feel hurt I don't know if it is for me or for her.

My feet bring me to park not to my company. I sat on the bench while deeply thinking what just happened.
I realized that I really can't see Lisa hurting. I'm always giving her pain.

Is it worth fighting for me?

Are we really meant for each other?

If I always see her on pain because of me maybe we are not. Its not love if someone hurting. Love does not hurt.

I take cab to went my condo. I don't have appetite to eat anymore beside its 3 PM now. I don't have a energy to work too. I just texted Lisa to bring Ellie to condo.

When I arrived. I drop myself on bed and then suddenly I burst out crying. I wipe my tears. I don't want to cry again but fucking tears flow nonstop.

After I cry. I washed my face then suddenly someone knocked on my door. I went to and its Jackson.

"I'm sorry Jen but you need to sign this. You're not in your office so I go here because its urgent." He explained  once I open the door.

"Ahmm yeah sure come in" I said.

I just the paper in the counter I didn't even told him to sit its just a few papers by the way.

I'm done signing the papers and the he's ready to leave when the someone knocked again.

Hoping it's not Lisa

Jackson is the one open the door because he will leave also. I saw Lisa widened her eyes. Jackson leave without telling anything. Ellie is sleeping on Lisa's shoulder.

"Lisa I just signed the papers he bought" I explained to her. "I didn't go to company--- Jennie its fine. I told you , you don't need to explain anything to me. You can do anything you want Jen as long as you happy" she just repeat what she said earlier.
She put Ellie in the bed and went down immediately.

"Can we talk?" I asked.

"I'm sorry Jen but I need to do something" I just nod slowly. She leaves not even said goodbye to me and kissed me like she usually does.

LISA

I don't have something to do. I lied to Jennie. Why Jackson need to go their? He can't for tommorow?

Ellie had fun with my parents. Mom really cooks a lot. She slightly sad because Jennie can't make it.

I go to convenient store. I bought beers and tequila with sliced lemon. I bought a pack of cigarettes. I drove away to the cliff that we always go.

I open the beer and drink it half. You know the feeling that you're fucking jelous but you have no right. Fuck why don't we have a label.

Is she afraid to love me again? I will not leave her again. I thought we already talk about it. Is she really forgave me?

I lit up one cigarette. I always to this when I'm stress. I didn't realize that I already drink all beers. I'm tipsy now. The tequila is almost half.

I drove away. I'm just tipsy. I stop on convenient store to buy some mint candy. I decided to go to Jennie. We need to talk.

I arrive at her condo and walk even I feel little dizzy. I rang the doorbell. I don't know how many times.

"Are you planning to- Oh God Lisa" she didn't finished what she's saying when I hug her.

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Apologies for my error!!!