Luxury || H. Kokonoi

CHAPTER SEVEN

KOKO

SITTING AT THE BALCONY OF MY PENTHOUSE while working on my laptop and sipping my coffee. I can't focus on my work because of last night's scene. I close my laptop and look over at Y/N, who is still sleeping peacefully at my bed.

She rolled over, burying her face in the pillow, groaning. I bet she can't remember what happened last night. Shaking my head, I exited the room, walking straight to the kitchen to put my empty cup. I came back to the room and saw her rubbing her eyes cutely.

I walk towards her and sit beside her asking, "Are you okay?" She look at me for a second and shook her head.

"My head hurts and I can't remember what happened last night. I just remember that I drink with Sanzu and Rinrin. Then after that, I was crying and you carrying me towards your car." She told me as she pouted, looking down.

"You said something last night. Do you remember?" I said and she look at me quickly and shook her head. I sigh, making her nervous.

"W-what did I said last night?" She asks me, stuttering. 

I stand up and told her, "Go take a shower, I'll prepare our breakfast. You need to eat first then we'll talk about what you said last night." She nodded at me.

I go to the kitchen and started to prepare our breakfast. After a minute, I was done cooking our food. Getting back to the room to call her. I keep calling her but she's not answering me, I tried to open the door but it's locked so I take the keys from the drawer in my nightstand, opening it I enter the bathroom.

Scanning the bathroom, I saw her crying beside the toilet bowl while holding her head. I swiftly went towards her, "Hey, what happened? Where hurts?" I ask her with a worried tone but she just shakes her head still not looking at me. So I hold her chin to make her look at me. "What's the problem? Why are you crying?" I ask with a gentle tone

"I-i vividly remember now what I said l-last night." She whispered, I immediately know what she means.

"I told y-you that I was doing drugs a-and... and..." she didn't finish what she was saying as she cried again. I tried to hold her but she moved away from me. Making my heart clench.

"P-please no..."

"I'm s-sorry, I shouldn't feel this." She continued

I just sat there looking at her crying figure.

"What didn't you tell me that you use drugs?" I ask changing the topic.

"Because...."

"Hmm? Go on tell me."

"Because I'm afraid that you would leave me so I was planning to tell you that I was using drugs after you dumped me but I think I need to say it right now. Too early."  She said as she continued sobbing

"Is this the end?" She whispered with a shaking voice.

My face is serious but deep inside I want to laugh loudly. Fuck! She's driving me insane.

Moving in front of her, "Let me hug you." I said

She shook her head. "Fuck! My head is throbbing. I regret drinking too much last night."

"Tell me what you said to me last night," I order her

"What?" She asks me bewildered

"I said tell me what you said last night."

She look at me for seconds before looking down and mumbling, "I use drugs before I met you and Sanzu was my supplier. And I-i... love you."

"You know what? Let's end this." I said with a finality in my voice

She looks up at me, she bites her lips. Tears ran down her cheeks and shut her eyes. Continued sobbing.

I moved towards her, trying to hug her again but she refused.

"Please don't... give me time to gather myself. After that, I'll leave."

"Why are you leaving?" I ask her

She looks at me, confuse. "Because we're ending it?" She asks me back, not sure what she said

"Yes..."

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