anchor// ashtray

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"OUT, GET OUT NOW!"
"YOUR'E NO DAUGHTER OF MINE!"
there's nothing i could do, i had finally pushed them over edge.
tears started rolling down my face.
i grabbed my bag and headed for the door.
i was waking.
i didn't know where, but i was.

it was raining heavily now, i had gone to the only place i could think of, ashtrays.
we weren't that close considering i had just only transferred over to east highland high but he was the only "real" friend i had made so far.
we clicked almost instantly when i entered the class, we didn't speak much in class but he came and sat next to me at lunch and we have just kinda been friends since.

after a few minutes i realised i have been stood outside the door crying for a while without even knocking.
once i was snapped out of my trance i knocked on the door shifting my feet back and fourth not being able to keep still.

"yo what do you want man" a tall man with shaved gingerish hair answered the door and spoke.
"oh- um is um ashtray there?" i said wiping the tears from my eyes.
"who's asking?" he said,
"uhm y/n" i said trying to keep my voice as steady as possible and hold all the tears back.
"uh i'll go get him now" he said not knowing how to deal with a crying 14 year old at his door.

"yo y/n you okay man come in.."ashtray said grabbing my bag off me and guiding me towards what i guess was his room.

"ash i'm sorry-  i am.. had no where else to g-go i'm sorry, i am" i said whilst tears poured from my eyes since i could no longer hold them back.
"hey hey y/n calm down it's okay" he said whilst pulling me into a hug "i'm here whenever you need me, don't get that confused with what other bullshit your thinking"
he tightened his grip around me as i cried harder into his shoulder.

after a few minutes he finally asked the question he had been wondering since i arrived.
"so what happened, why are you here?"