Chapter 1

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I was waiting anxiously for the pregnancy test to say if I'm pregnant or not. Lately, I've been feeling very nauseous and tired that I couldn't even do anything about it. It has been two weeks since Mobius and I had first lost each other's virginity and while it was great that we had sex and all, I felt like it was also a mistake as I wanted to wait until we were both married. The timer went off and I picked up the pregnancy test up. "No." I said as I began crying, seeing that it has two faint lines.

I, Loki Laufeyson, former prince of Asgard and am officially an idiot. I said to myself. This wasn't supposed to happen, but it did, and I'm scared.

I can't believe that I'm actually pregnant and it's Mobius's child. I couldn't bear to tell him this, as I know he wouldn't want biological kids and so did I. We both agreed to adopt as I am adopted myself and I want our children to know they are loved and still our kids, even if we aren't their real parents. I did my hardest best to hide this pregnancy from him by also leaving the TVA. I know I shouldn't do this, but I have to. I'm ashamed to even be near him now. I went to my bed and was crying some more there.

"I'm home!" Mobius shouted from the background. I grabbed my things and placed it back in my duffel bag and fixed the bed, opening the window and left, going back to Asgard.

I didn't think about leaving a note as I am very distraught by this entire situation. Once I made it to Asgard, thanks to the rainbow bridge and the Time Door. I made it back to the palace and knocked the door. It's been forever since I was there and I missed it so much. The guards answered it and I placed the pregnancy test in the zipper of my duffel bag.

"Loki, welcome home! We missed you so much!" Mother exclaimed, hugging me. Truthfully, I missed her, Thor and Odin a lot.

"Hi, Mother." I wiped my eyes, forcing a smile on my face.

"How are you doing?" She asked. I barely could form any words and started crying all over again. She confronted me and I sobbed in her arms. "You're okay, Loki. What matters is you're home now." She softly said. I made it to my room not long after and laid down in my bed. The door began knocking and I hid under the covers.

"Loki, are you there?" Thor said, entering the room. He saw me and I immediately hugged him, crying some more. "Mother told Father and I that you're crying about something." He told me.

"I'm so stupid." I sobbed.

"What are you talking about? You're not even the closest to it." He answered, flabbergasted why I would say such a thing about myself.

"Promise me you won't tell Mother and Father." I said, getting out the pregnancy test and handed it to Thor. He saw it with shock in his face, unable to say any words.

"You?" He said, surprised to see it. I nodded and cried profusely. He couldn't believe it and wanted to know who the father was. "Loki, tell me who got you pregnant! This is serious!" Thor shouted.

"It's Mobius." I looked down, choking a sob.

"Who the fuck is he???" He asked angrily.

"A Midgardian man in the TVA. It's short for the Time Variance Authority." I softly answered, tears flowing from my eyes.

"I can't believe it!!!" Thor shouted some more. I ended up crying under my pillow. For the first time in ages, I'm literally scared shitless and I continued crying my eyes out. "Loki, he's a fucking monster and I'm going to kill him!" Thor exclaimed, walking away and I was destined to be alone during all this.

6 weeks have passed by and I have not seen a doctor, as it would mean Mother and Odin will find out about me being pregnant and I don't want them knowing why I went out. I then went to my room and grabbed my book I was reading currently and laid down in bed.

That day, it was dinner and the chefs made us this meal I've never had before and while I am excited to eat it, it made me feel nauseous from the smell. Mother and Odin began eating it and looked at me suspiciously. Thor was eating already, knowing damn well what is going on.

"Loki, is the food not to your liking?" Mother asked. I felt my body getting weak and I fell off my chair, fainting. "Loki!!!" She shouted. I woke up in my bed and a healer was there with my family.

"What happened?" I said, looking around and saw my family.

"Loki, I've done some tests and from what I can gather, you're pregnant." She told me.

"You're kidding right?" Odin asked.

"I'm afraid not. Based on his blood tests and everything else I can detect, it shows he indeed is." She explained to him and Mother. She left not long ago and I was instructed to stay in my room. Thor walked away, knowing this is going to get ugly.

"Loki, you have some explaining to do." Odin told me in a strictly manner. I nodded tearfully. "Why didn't you tell us you're pregnant?" He asked, trying to remain calm.

"It just happened, okay!" I answered angrily, tears falling on my eyes again.

"Loki, we don't understand why you would hide such a thing." Mother told me calmly.

"I didn't want the baby. So now, I'm stuck with it for who knows how long." I sobbed, crying harder. Mother hugged me and assured me that everything will be okay. Odin didn't say anything. Most likely, he was disappointed in me and I knew he was going to be. Later that night, I continued crying myself to the point, I cried myself to sleep.

"Loki? Are you asleep?" A familiar voice said. It was Thor and he knocked the door and answered it. I woke up and saw him with tears on my eyes.

"What do you want?" I sobbed, sitting down, my knees in my chest.

"I wanted to apologize for how I reacted." He apologized, hugging me and I cried harder. "Brother, I know it's hard for you to accept this is happening, but I want to be there for you." He said as he rubbed my back.

"You promise?" I asked tearfully.

"That's what brothers are for." He smiled and I cried some more. We talked for a bit and I laid my hand on my belly.

"Are Mother and Odin disappointed in me?" I asked.

"He is, but she isn't. She's just upset this happened." Thor told me. I grabbed a knife and almost began stabbing my belly. "Loki, no!!! What the hell do you think are you doing?!" He shouted, stopping me.

"I want to terminate this pregnancy." I cried all over again.

"You are not doing that way!" He exclaimed, taking the knife from my hand. I began heaving and rushed to the bathroom and vomited. Morning sickness is a bitch. I said to myself.

A/N: Hey y'all! So, I want to let you know this fanfic is coming out today instead and that it'll have 10 chapters instead of 12. This is also the one fanfic I've written that is completely different from what I've wrote in the past 6 years of writing fanfiction fully. So yeah, thanks for reading. Don't forget to leave a review, vote and follow! ❤️

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