Alone and Pregnant | Loki

Chapter 2

The next morning, I began crying a lot again. I vomited horrendously and stared at my reflection, thinking this whole pregnancy was a joke. Alas, it's not and it's making me emotional to the point, I cannot stop crying. I hated this feeling and I hated Mobius for getting me into this mess and shit show in itself.

Thor seemed to hear my crying and went to check up on me, showing concern and was worried about me. "Loki, are you okay?" He asked, noticing the tears on my eyes.

"I don't think I'll get over this feeling." I sobbed, hugging him. I still can't even believe I'm pregnant and the more I see my belly, the more I want to cry at this point.

"It's going to be okay." He confronted me. I then proceeded to see Mother and Odin and they were downstairs. I looked away from them tearfully and I cried some more there, obviously knowing that I am an embarrassment to our family.

"Loki, is that you?" Mother asked, as she got up to find me. I blinked my eyes and wiped them. I tried to smile and sat next to them.

"Hi." I said enthusiastically.

"Loki, how are you?" Mother asked.

"I think I'm doing much better." I faked a smile.

"Are you sure about that?" Odin asked. I bursted into tears and cried all over again.

"No. I'm sorry for disappointing you two and embarrassing our family. I am indeed a mistake and I should've been left to die. Laufey had every reason to abandon me." I sobbed.

"Loki, don't say that. You're not an embarrassment and you're not a mistake either. We love you for who you are." Mother got up to hug me.

"Frigga is right, my son. I will also try to be a better father to you from now on." Odin confronted me as well. I cried harder and felt Thor hold my hand.

I am now 14 weeks pregnant and I have been craving a lot of Midgardian chocolate with peanut butter and while I want to go out and get it, I feel like I'll end up seeing Mobius and I don't want that to happen. I was getting ready for my ultrasound, I noticed my belly is now showing and I tried to not cry as I couldn't believe that I'm now showing. Deep breaths, Loki. You can do this. I said to myself, breathing in and out.

Right now, during the ultrasound, I was being told that I'm most likely going to have a baby boy. Hearing that made me cry since I didn't expect a gender so soon but more importantly, how Mobius would've reacted to that. Later that day, I was by my bed, reading a book. I didn't get my chocolate with peanut butter like I said, so I asked Thor to get me some. He shrugged and is currently in Midgard, getting this said candy. The door opened the I placed my book down.

"Brother, I didn't know which one you wanted. I got PayDay and Reese's and I thought they both looked good. Anyways, you're welcome." Thor panted, sweat on his forehead. I laughed at him and accepted the bag.

"Thor, you shouldn't have." I smiled.

"Just doing my job." He smiled back.

He went to take a shower and started singing in Asgardian. I rolled my eyes, shaking my head as I know his singing is not exactly that good. He doesn't know, but I truthfully mean it. I ate one chocolate and continued reading. During lunch, I had a lot in my mind. For example, I was thinking about what to name my son. That is, if he is indeed a boy. Either way, I might give him an Asgardian name.

"So, Loki. Any news about the baby?" Odin asked.

"It's a boy." I smiled.

"Congratulations!" Mother exclaimed, her glass in the air.

"But it's very likely it could also be a girl." I explained some more.

"When I was pregnant with Thor, I thought I was having a girl. Little did I know, I ended up with a boy." She chuckled.