As We Had Never Apart//KookV

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Please Ignore The Mistakes 🙏

Jungkook's P.O.V

I stayed froze there with wide eyes. My lips were terribly shivering. My watery eyes was looking at him with so much emotions. My heartbeat that moment were racing like it'll explode any moment with my love emotions.

That love, which broke me from inside into pieces like a glass breaks into pieces. That love, Which made me so weak that I don't know how to handle myself. That love, that forced me to be like this.... Was standing right in front of me.

I was holding back my tears, not wanted to broke down in front of that person. who caused me pain... made my evry fucking day miserable. Made me crying mess every moment... Was right in front of me, looking at me with that same watery eyes.

That face, which I used to be felt happy whenever I see, today I wanted to Dissapear from his sight. But I proceed to contain myself undefeated. Trying my best to ignore the heavy pain inside of my heart. It was the same exact pain I was feeling now but I didn't want to let it grow so, I tried to kill it. Again.

But unfortunately, I didn't know that the pain was only about to grow.

The moment our eyes met with each other, I once again lost in his dreamy ocean like eyes, which was looking at me with so much emotions,I can see the hurt and the sadness in his eyes... The way he didn't even blinked once his eyes when he was looking at me.

I was so lost at that moment, that I didn't know when did he started walking towards me and stood up close to me.... But still not breaking the eye contact. We both keep staring each other's with our watery eyes and trembling lips. I let out a deep breath as I fisted my shaking hands, keeping myself stop from touching him.

But why my heart reacting like this.....why my heart wants to touch him, to feel his soft skin close to me. I want to touch him, I want to feel him again in my arms.... Fuck, control jungkook, what is happening to you? You have to be strong in front of him... You're not supposed to show any kind of emotion or attraction to him... Control yourself' My inner self said to me.

I watched his hand slowly-slowly lifted up and reached to my face & was about to touch my cheek, but I yanked his hand harshly and backed away from him.

"Jungkook? " I heard my name being called by him and I finally closed my eyes and letting out to flow that Heart Full tears from my eyes. Didn't care, he was still looking at me.

When I opened my eyes and saw he was still standing there and was crying silently. "Get out. " I didn't knew why I said while i wanted to say something else to him but I didn't show any kind of hesitancy on my words and once again looked in his eyes.
But this time, I didn't showed any kind of emotion as I contain myself calm and Unbothered by his presence.
"I don't even want to stay here with you. " He said as he wiped his tears with his sleeves and quickly walk out of the room.

I let out a shaking breath and kept my hand upon my chest. I stumbled but held myself with the support of the chair besides me.

I fell on my knees as I grabbed my hairs with my both hands. "No, get-get out. " I yelled at the memories of the past years which haunted me like a bitch in my head. Feeling the exact same pain in my heart, I started shaking and harshly fisted my hair.

"GET OUT... JUST GET OUT... LEAVE ME ALONE. "

I yelled out loud frustratingly. My chest got heavy as I started breathing heavily.
I stood up shakingly, my feets keep woggle up but I stiffened myself and started walk towards the bathroom door.

I opened the door harshly and bursting through it with a heavy heart. I leaned over the sink with my head hanging low, using my strong arms to support on either side of the sink.

(A/N: I magined,How hot this scene would be if we able to see jungkook doing this in reality..FUCK🥵🥵🥵)

I opened the tap with my shaking hands. I splashed my face with water again and again as I breathed heavily. I gaze myself on the mirror. And the sight disappointed me because I was looking so so weak and vulnerable. I hate this look of mine. I hate looking like a pathetic.

"I looked exactly the same as I was 4 Years ago"!

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