Please Ignore The Mistakes 🙏
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"I HATE HIM HYUNG! HE LEFT ME...HE LEFT ME ALONE WITHOUT TELLING ME EVEN ONCE. NOW I FUCKING HATE HIM... I JUST HATE HIM! "
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When you're dead inside, you're dead all around! When life is painfully repeated, you have nothing left to live for. When the person who lights a fire in you, is the one to extinguish it, you feel that you have no more meaning left. When things can't come together and are permanently damaged, you know there's no easy way out.
But jungkook, he has never cared for easy. He's always lived the hard way. .. After all... When you break a plate and glue it together, the crack still run right through!
If you looked hard enough, you can see the breaks. ... Week points if you will. ... And the glue that is ageing.
Though the plate may seem stronger than before.. ... Just a type of shattering!'Heal and move on. You've things to do, You can't continue living in the past!' This was the only motive of his life.
Sometimes a person doesn't have to be inthe-flesh, to be in your life. Their presence and existence is enough for your heart to feel settled & feel as if in a safe-space in life, away from any hurting or distress; keeping your heart sane and as well as theirs, knowing that you're okay and everything vice versa..
And know that it is okay, if there is nothing either one of you can do anything about. All you can do is keep them tucked warmly in a separate safe space in your heart & love them that way. And just be yourself and keep loving; yourself and your life!
Love does not knock before coming into your life. It just pierces into your heart, like a big bold knife. Before you realise that you've been struck, reaches deep within your mind and soul. It exists everywhere in you,
Truth to be told. And when you start loving its touch, gratifying yet driving you insane, it pulls out, causing a lifetime of pain.
Jungkook just became like this after his heart breaking. He started loving his own self love with hatred inside him... Inside his heart. He never believed anyone after getting the aching heartbreak from his own lover who left him this easily just because of a misunderstanding.
He never let's anyone to come close to his heart and never let's anyone to know his heart break after Taehyung.
He never ever thought in his life that he could be able to this heartless person, who only just ruling all around . His hard works, his hardship one day will force him to become like this heartless.
He keeping The so long, jealousy & hatred kept like a prisoner within his heart until it became his motivation. He kept the burning flames in himself which shows the several times in his eyes, and this all made him the whole new version of him. He made himself,,,,
'The Real JEON'!
They say that, The Tears are proof that emotions become physical. Imagine what stuck emotions can do to your body when they have spent years without being released or properly transmuted. What parts of your body constantly ache, or are in pain? Your body talks to you, even in the pain because they reminds you your aches... Your sufferings... Your hardships & the efforts which you that you put into making your life again with your own self.
"Mr.Jeon?"
Someone called his name, And Jeon now fully come in his senses . Jeon knitted his eyebrows in sudden moment when he realised he was becoming the same jungkook the way he used to be ,the moment his eyes landed on his ex-lover.
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