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The start of something new

I sat in sand as my blonde hair blew in wind and I watch Riley and Lucas playing and flirting in water.

I knew that he love her but i still wish i more than just a thought in his head. I ran my finger cross sand the write my name as the tear fall from my eyes. " love is serious mental disease " I heard someone say to me and I look to see Farkle sitting next to me " what you Can you possibly know about love your walking robot" I said as look up at me with glassy eyes from the tears that I just wipe " well I know unrequited love is like winter it cold and merciless maybe I don't know much about love but I know how it feel to love someone doesn't love you back" he said as wipe always the tears come my down cheek " hey know what let take walk down boardwalk and maybe can I get some ice cream maybe you make you feel better" he got up and grab my hand " no you really don't have to do that I'm fine" I reply as I got up " I know you're to tough girl Maya that reason I like you but It look like you're going to a mental breakdown, you need a friend" i hesitated go with him but grab my hand and pull aways and look back one last as walk away. When we finally got to the boardwalk it was full of couples I instantly felt a pain in the pit of my stomach and I guess farkle senses mood shift " if you don't mind me asking, don't you think it's weird that you're pining over your best friend's boyfriend" he felt like it was just nothing as I just rolled my eyes. " we got close when Riley was sick maybe I'm just crazy for minute I thought you like me to even kiss me but he's your best friend so you tell me" I said as I look down to the ground and he walked over to flower vendor and then race back over to me with a beautiful white rose " "Don't waste your love on somebody, who doesn't value it." He said as he handed me the Rose and handed me his jacket as well. " you know you don't have to do this right you don't have to be nice to me i'm pathetic I'm pining after my best friend's boyfriend I just fall for the wrong guys always have, it something I inherited from my mother."I said as we continue to walk " maybe I think you're amazing person who made a few mistakes but the truth is this is very selfish of me I just want to hang out a very pretty girl " he said across smile which only made me blush and never knows how blues eyes was they was like the ocean and little bitty orbits. " okay I give up why are you single you seem like you're perfect guy you're smart you're so sweet you have the most beautiful eyes." I asked him and started to stare off into space. " well my friend I'm emotionally detached, I intimidate people and i'm brutally honest which make some kind of a mood killer or how you rephrase it I'm a walking robot" he sat with a small chuckle. " so here we are, I don't know about you but I think I'm ready to get chocolate wasted" he said as he opened the door for me and I just smile at as I walk past. " okay have another question for you are you Virgin" I said I watch is Blue Eyes Almost pop out of his eye-socket " just because I said I never had a girlfriend doesn't mean I've never had a random hook up, those are easier than have to care about someone's feelings and that's a loaded question" he said as he pay our ice cream I went and sat in the back of the ice cream parlor. " it was just a question but I'm shocked strike me as a virgin and for second I thought you were gay" I said and he just took another bite before speaking again " i'm free love not to say I'm gay bi or any of the sort but what I'm saying is if I meet someone no matter the gender and if I find them attractive Probably will sex with them but so far The only thing that turn on my Farkle is the ladies."he joke and I crack a smile. " do you find me attractive" I reply to take another bite of my strawberry and cream ice cream" do you really want my Opinion" he said as he picked up his phone and took a picture of me " I think your unique I think it outside beauty is wonderful but you're inside beauty your fire of passion is amazing and even the broken parts of you are amazing I think you're damaged I think you are fighting for attention of a man who never love you because your daddy wasn't there which kind of makes you like every other girl who father's not around" he said to me and show me the picture my blue eyes The look of sorrow and sadness. " now I see what you mean about the brutally honest thing no wonder you only have one friend." I said I swirled ice cream in circles. " have you ever heard of the black rose" he asked me and I just shake me head " In world of tragedy, only black roses can blossom in to something new." He said to me and I almost melted like that on the table why is he being so damn nice to me. " Remind me The black rose because under even the darkest circumstances you're going to grow into something beautiful something new" I can do nothing else but melt as smile just before reaching over and kissing him on lip softly I was surprised when he didn't pull away he just deep in the kiss and we finally pulled away " Your geeky Casanova but I like it I want to tell you next I think it's smart enough to understand I got a key to my house which no one's at right now for one I want you to be mines the next morning we can go about this like nothing have happened"