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Wanna Be Called They

This came out as more of a poem, but can be read as either a poem or a song!

Spent months wondering what am I supposed to be,
Not the King but don't really wanna be the Queen,
I start thinking I might be somewhere inbetween,
But I'm not really non binary,
Though I really wanna be called They,

Suddenly its 3 in the morning,
And all ive been doing is mourning,
Over something I can not explain,
That sometimes I just wanna be called They,

Its like learning history that does not exist,
Its like trying to get an impossible quotient,
Its like my body's a science experiment gone wrong in the brain,
They just won't mix the right way,
Now I just wanna be called They,

And I got these things on my chest that I just can't like,
While all the other girls are comparing, i'm just tryna hide,
Hide the fact that I want to be called They,

Hide my thoughts,
Hide my hair,
Hide my chest,
Hide who they want me to be,
Because all I want to be is to be called They,

They call me a tomboy,
They say it's just a phase,
All I know is somedays I just wanna be called They,

But maybe i'm wrong,
Maybe they are right,
Maybe I don't know what I want,
I'm just a kid who wants to be called They,

She is okay too sometimes,
Sometimes is not all the time and I wish someone would understand it,
Im a demigirl and I wanna be called They

But I get it,
I'll never be called They,
And I guess I'll just have to say that's okay.

Yea its about my own personal gender problems as a demigirl, that's just what time it is I guess.