save me ↬ h. sero

Con él

short chap..immensely sorry

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Hanta puts his hands back on the legs that have been causing me pain for almost 12 hours now and looks into my eyes.

This time, he keeps his weight off of me, barely pressing onto my thighs which I am currently thankful for.

"If I distract you, will it hurt less?"

His lips start to turn upwards, and I'm not exactly sure if whatever he's planning is going to help. Despite that, I would honestly take any idea to make this soreness go away, so I might as well be honest, "I think it might."

Who knows if whatever he's thinking up will help, but if he thinks it will, might as well try. I trust him.

The smile on his face grows as he looks from my eyes to my lips while putting more pressure on my legs.

Before I can comment on the weight change or his gaze, he puts his mouth on mine while leaning completely forward.

Not expecting the abrupt kiss, I make a weird sound that I didn't even know I could make, but he uses that opportunity to deepen the kiss.

Pushing his tongue into my mouth, I close my eyes, and put my hands on his shoulders as he keeps leaning further towards me.

I'm not exactly sure what's going on but it's not like I'm going to complain.

It feels like everything has been going wrong for a long time, including today as everything didn't start off particularly great, it feels like things may get better.

Hanta seems to be able to do that more often than not. Now that I think about it, most of the times when I start to feel better after a shitty week, or even month or months, Hanta is usually the one to make it not so bad.

It's hard to imagine how things were before I had him. Just thinking about it seems miserable. Maybe before it would have been my family, but things have changed and I rarely see them anymore. My Aunt isn't the same as she used to be, not that I remember much from that time.

Looking at the one I love the most now just puts my nerves at ease and I really hope I do the same for him. 

Being here so close to him, it feels right.

Hanta is something I will never regret, and someone I will always be happy to have.

Still with his lips on mine, he shifts his position which only then gets me to realize that his hands are pressing firmly into my thighs, but I honestly don't feel it as much as I did a few minutes ago.

I suppose a distraction did the trick since now the only thing I can think of is the one in front of me instead of the pain that was once trying to get me to curl up and cry.

I like this.

I love this.

I love this so much and I hope it'll never have to end because there's nowhere I'd rather be than here.

With him.

My air is being cut off though and I might pass out.

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I'm completely on top of Hanta in the hammock softly swinging in his room. My arms are folded on his chest while my head rests there while his are loose around my lower back.

How hammocks are so comfortable, I will never know but it's probably because of Hanta.

To be completely honest, the chances are quite slim that I would have ever been in a hammock unless I had him.

I mean out of the whole population, how many people actually use hammocks? I mean sure I've seen people put their stuffed animals on one in order to hang them up and out of the way, but never for a whole person. Where'd he even get this thing that's big enough for the both of us and our weight? I feel secure too.

My attention drifts back to the silent room and Hanta's soft breathing. I know he's fallen asleep but I can't seem to make myself follow after him. Sleeping is usually easier with him, but I did take a nap earlier so that could be why.

Letting Hanta "distract" me for so long, the soreness in my thighs has lessened drastically but I know I'll have to stretch in the morning.

I wish I could sleep in tomorrow morning seeing as I probably won't be falling asleep anytime soon, and normally I would since I don't have to be at my aunt's until afternoon, but the Sero family wants to go out.

Something about breakfast and an activity they have yet to fill me in on, but it's always something fun. 

Thinking ahead into my plans for the next day in hopes of boring myself into sleep, I almost forgot about our break for school coming up. Although I'm not exactly sure what that means for me, or if I'll get a break like everyone else. 

Last year we went to camp as a class but that didn't necessarily turn out great, but unsurprisingly we'll be doing it again this year. 

With a twist no doubt.

Annoyed at my very much awake brain, I turn my head so that I can hear Hanta's heartbeat and it eventually lulls me to sleep, but don't be fooled 

it still took forever.

con él ~ with him

again...sorry for disappearing