The Beginning

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Crystal POV
(AGE: 15)

"AWWWW!!!!!" I was sitting with my boyfriend at his house, we watched a movie while his parents weren't home, i always wanted a boyfriend and he was the perfect one....well that's what i thought

Don: Bae,close yo eyes...

Me: whaaat??

Don: close ya eyes??

Me: whyyyy???

Don: lemme show youuu...

I closed my eyes,  I sighed and felt a metal hit my neck, I opened my eyes and seen the necklace.

Me: Baeee!!!*hugs*

He hugged me back and was squeezing my body some, I knew at that momment the v card was gone.

8 months later..... ...
*delivery room*

I had my eyes closed trying to follow the doctors advice to push,  i swear giving birth hurt like hell, i didn't want to do it, I kept pushing and pushing till i heard a baby crying.  I opened my eyes and seen my world in that precious little body, she was so beautiful,  she looked like my mother,  I grabbed her from the nurse and held her.

"Heyy yana.....I'm your mommyy" I half laughed while crying, i brushed her hair back and kissed her little cheek, i looked up and thought Don wouldve atleast had the nerve to show his face. I sighed and sat there alone with my new born baby girl, I wanted to cry so hard, I gave him my all and he couldn't even show his face.  No body was there for me, not even my dead beat ass family, I was there alone, alone with a child,  I couldn't even raise myself so how could I raise another life?

I closed my eyes to hold the tears back, I held my baby and sighed.  I heard the door open and seen Don with a teddy bear and hand full of balloons.

Me: wooow, now you finally show up???

Don: Look,  I'm sorry okay? I had alot...

Me: no, you forgot, as usual, like you forgot about the doctor appointments right?

Don: crystal, i didn't come here to argue, can i see it

Me: it??? It's a fucking girl!!!

Don: okaaay I'm sorry!! Lemme just see her please? ?

I held yana close, he stepped to the bed, I sighed and let him see her.

Don: she has my eyes....

Me: yeaah,  and your little nose too...

Don: she's so beautiful....

Me: I know....

Don: you sure we made that??

Me: yeaah, we did *laughs*

Don: I'm sorry for all the shit..I mean stuff I did to you...imma be a better man to you and the baby,  I promise.

Me:you sure??

Don: yeaah baby, I'm sure...

He held yana in his arms and smiled at me, we stayed in the hospital room talking and holding yana,  it felt real for once in my life....that's till everything changed.

(2 years later)
(AGE: 17)
(The Projects)

I was sitting in the kitchen with the lights off, i had to light about 4 candles in each room to be able to walk around and check on ai'yana.

"i swear that deadbeat ass daddy of yours always doing something dumb!!" I picked her up out her high chair and placed her on my hip,  i grabbed my duffle bag and the baby bag and walked out the door. I walked over to my friend A'oki house, she lived right next door.

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