Jewlez (Urban Lit) *ON HOLD*

So I Creep.

Studio
*Crystal and August*

I walked in the studio while august and his friends were remixin this song, he smiled at me and gave me a hug.

August: Dam. Girl you finally decided to come to the lab huh?

Me: uh yeaah, all that buzz we got from that song, we need to do more.

August" Yeaah I feel ya, how my little niece doing?

Me: yana? She doing good, she still asking about her deadbeat daddy...

August: that's a damn shame, If you want we can set up like a kid day, I'll bring little Aug and you can bring yana.

Me: have you talked to A'oki?

August: yup, I deciced it was best for us to co - parent Instead of doing all that extra shit...

Me: whoa...damn no wonder she was acting funny.

August: yeaah she knows me and her never worked out good, it was fun but I ain't the commitment type of nigga, I want too but I ain't found the right girl...and right now my career taking off and she would've not been my main concern,  plus little Aug is..

Me: I feel ya...good thing you told her straight up though

August: Yeaah so what you been up to shawtyyy?

Me: tryna quit my job, you know I still work at Ace.

August: Mhmm I know, man.you need to quit that joker, I know you need the cash but you talented...

Me: Cmon august,  it's just till I get where I need to be, I ain't signed to a label??

August: not yet though, that's why I'm glad you here, I can help.you out..

Me: yeaah I hope.....

August: damn I'll hate to be yo ex right now, where is that nigga anyways?

Me: well to be honest probably on the run as usual.

August: he dumb as fuck, no offense but yo ex is a dumb nigga,  you a good smart beautiful person I don't see why he would fuck that up.

Me: people do stupid things august...really stupid.

August: sometimes people do stupid things so the right person can come and fix their mistake....

He looked at me entirely different,  I gotta admit he is cute and I actually think he attractive I just can't get over the fact he A'oki baby daddy

August: listen, I know we only hung out a few times and only thing we have in common is A'oki but I wanna know you better far as a friend..

Me: well that's a good thing....

Everybody was leaving the studio while me and august sat and talked, I was getting sleepy till august said something that caught my attention.

August: can I ask something?

Me: whaat??

August: before we like kicked it I kinda noticed how closed off you are I mean you ain't open like them other strippers..

Me: because I have alot of baggage,  everything in my life has been screwed up so I usually keep things to myself since nobody is there to actually let me get my feelings out...

August: A'oki?

Me: I cant really trust her either, she my girl and all but we both work at the same place,  and have the same issues, she tryna survive just as much as me. In this game it's no friends just people.

August: I feel ya....I'm the same way before I got into music, life was hella tough,  no daddy, drugs was the only way to survive i guess people just take things differently....

Me: but you made it though,  I'm still going through it ..

August: not for long....you got something,  it might not be like working at Aces but it's something legit...

Me: yeaah too bad I don't have anyone else seeing that...

August: it dont matter crystal...just do you...

Me: what if people judge me though?  My past ain't squeaky, I was a teen mom, I worked at a strip club and I did shit on the side?

August: write that shit into yo music? Who the fuck gone judge you? Everybody did something ain't nobody should say shit unless they did better, you in college right?

Me: yeaaah..

August: well you tryna better yourself....

Me: truee...thanks august

August: no problem ma.

He reached over and hugged me, to be honest i don't know what feeling came over me but when he hugged me it felt diffrent. Than anything, I felt secure.....
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