This is my fucking life

Ashtray my love

(So imma start using things like AT:for ash and yn: for you and everything else to make it easier for people, so I wanted to re start the story but it's kinda hard to since it's blown up so much but we're gonna pretend you moved away and u and ash broke up so you're coming back in this I think that will make it easier to write this part yk ? If u have any comments please tell me. But I wanna say I might add sexy things but not many details bc he is 15 and that shit -)

Y/n pov
-you finally move back you're mom got fried so you and maddy came home and you ride you're bike to the shop and that's were we start-
Y/n: AT? Fez?
Fez:yo yo y/n!?
*you both laugh and hug*
Fez: ash know you hear yet?
Y/n:no he here?
Fez:he's with his new gf at the house...
Y/n:oh..mind if I have the key to go over ?
*he hands you the key and you run over to the house and unlock the door. You grab a drink and sit on the couch *
Gia:fe- *she gasps* y/n!?
*you look up and see ash behind her*
Y/n:sup Gia so you're his new girl huh?
Gia:yep fez told you huh?
Y/n: that's such good news
*you smile and look away from ash *
Gia:so Umm imma go babe
*she kisses his cheek and leaves *
Y/n: Wow so glad you didn't wait..
Ash: y/n it's not like that..
*he sits next to you and puts his hand on you're thigh *
Y/n: mhm ash glad she makes you happy I just came to use the bathroom.
*you push his hand off and go to the bathroom and shuts the door *
                         Ash pov
-wtf just happened! Why is she here I thought she moved. I've missed her but I moved on, I still love her alot maybe it's good she came back?-
*ash walks and knocks on the bathroom door because he heard you crying*
Ash:y/n... you ok?
Y/n:GO AWAY!
*ash opens the door and wrap his hands around you and picks you up*
Ash:shh
Y/n:GET OFF
*you start fighting with him but he wouldn't let go and brought you to his room and put you on his bed*
Ash:I'm sorry but it was the best for me..
Y/n: you never loved me ash you never have...
Ash:I do love you! I can't stop loving you! It hurts to love you, which is why I started dating Gia..
Y/n: it hurts!? Wow ash wow..
*you get up to leave ash grabs you're arm and kisses you but Gia walked in she left her bag *
Gia:WTF ASH!?
Ash:shitttt
Y/n:OMG OMG IM SO SORRY-

                   -gias pov-
-I left my bag in ashes room so I went to get it and I walked in on them kissing I was so pissed off so I punched y/n right in the face-
Y/n:WTH ! *you hold you're nose and you started beating the shit out of her ash tries to pull you off and once he did his ran out*
-I ran out I ran to fez and rue and told them everything-
Fez:you fell for a drug dealer what you expect dawg?
Rue:man that's fucked up *she laughs*
Gia:*crying* what do you mean!? It's not funny rue! *i ran home to my mom and hugged her*

                      -y/n pov-
-wth just happened?-
Ash: y/n are you ok? *he looked at youre nose *
Y/n:no it's hurts *you crying *
Ash: shh it's ok I'll get fez to take us to the hospital
*he calls fez and Y'all get in the car *
Fez:yo wtf happened
*you look at ash in the mirror *
Y/n:she thought I was taking shit from her bag or some shit man.
Ash:ya-
*you arrive at the hospital yall walk inside and you see a doctor*

(So basically you found out she broke you're nose you have it patched up and put back in place you stayed with ash for a few days and notice he was texting gia)
Y/n:WTF ASH!? *you grab his phone and go to fez*
Ash:man wth *he grabs his phone* bro she's my girlfriend what the fuck ur prob?
Fez:man she loves you are you blind?
*you sit next to fez he treats you like a sister so you cried into his shoulder while him and ash fought*
-1 hour later-
Fez:man fuck off ash.. *he says as laying a blanket on you since you fell asleep while they were fighting*
Ash:if she loved me she wouldn't have left
Fez:she had no choice. *he pushes ash and went to his room*
*ashtray looked at you for a long time then he went and laid down with you he wrapped his arms around you're waist you felt very warm*

-next day-
*you wake up and see him you push him off still pissed at him he wakes up*
Ash:ow wtf-
Y/n:don't touch me coward
*fez walks into the living room*
Fez:y'all mind we got a drug deal to go to.
*rue starts banging on the door*
Rue:fez let me in please
*fez opens the door *
Fez: come on we got a drug deal to do.
*y'all go and get in the car and y'all arrive and some guy stops the car *
Guy:yo my girl gotta sit in there we gotta drive for a little bit longer
*you and rue groan*
Y/n:they ain't no mor room man
Rue:guess you sitting in ashes lap -mind:wtf hell nah-
Y/n & ash:fine
*you climb to the back and sit in his lap and he moans quietly *
(You're whispering so nobody can hear you plus you were moving a lot to get comfy )
Y/n:you good ?
Ash:mhm.
*you start moving again to get comfy *
Ash:fuck, are you comfy yet?
Y/n:yes, what is that hard thing?
*youre eyes meet*
-mind:did I just make him hard AHHHHH WTF-
*you start blushing and laying back *
Fez:yo we here
Ash: ok girls yall stay in the car
*ash says mainly looking at rue*
*they get out and go inside *

Faye:omg my vagina itches
*you and rue look at each other trying not to laugh*
-all of a sudden and man grabs Faye then rue then you-
*you look at ash *
Man 1:be fucking quiet and take off you're clothes. You think I'm fucking joking wanna make sure you ain't got no wires on you.

*ash starts taking off his jacket *
Man2:expect you too ain't nobody wanna see that *he pushes y'all to a room and puts you in a closet *

Y/n:wtf just happened?
Ash:man i don't even know
Y/n:wanna play truth or strip?
*ashes eyes widened*

                        -ash pov-
-did she seriously just ask me that ? Like I'm with Gia is she crazy but I do love her and she is hot so ig so-

                    -back to y/n pov-
Ash:ig
Y/n:ok
Ash: is it true you're jealous of me and Gia?
*you look at him and take off you're shoes (slides*
Y/n:umm ok is it true you love Gia?
*he looks at you then down*
Ash: ya it is..
*youre face went from being happy to mad then upset*
Ash:is it true you had sex with Elliot ?
*you couldn't even speak so you took off you're pants *
Ash:dawg you fr?
Y/n:shut up, ugh is it true you still miss me?
*he took off his shoes *

-some time later y'all didn't strip all the way just he got to his boxers and you got to ur bra and panties when somebody pulled y'all out of the closet and told y'all to get dressed -

*you and ash ran to the car quicker then speed & ofc you had to sit in his lap again*
*rue was laughing and fez got mad at her*
Fez:stop laughing rue why you acting like that shit was fun!?
*the car went silent he dropped of rue so you moved off ashes lap*
-ashes mind: he forgot how much he missed you until he saw you in youre Lacey bra and undies-

-y'all arrived home fez went to his room and ash pulled you to his room-
Ash: wanna finish our game?
Y/n:if u want to *you take off you're clothes until you're in ur bra and underwear *
*ash looks at you and takes off his clothes until he's at his boxers*
Ash:fuck y/n..
*he didn't even wanna play game without hesitate he pinned you against the wall*

⚠️IM A VERY HOLY PERSON BUT THIS IS FOR MY HORNY PEOPLE IM NOT ADDING A LOT OF DETAILS BC CHILDREN!⚠️

*he started kissing you're neck and taking off you're bra you pushed him on the bed and got on top of him (yk what happens from here)*

Ash:that was amazing *he looked at you has he layers there under the covers *

*you just kept looking up the celling playing what he said over and over again in youre head *

-next day-
*you wake up get dressed and walk outside of the house even though ash was still asleep. He wakes up gets dressed and runs after you *
Ash:y/n? Did u not like last night?
Y/n:I loved last night *looking at the ground* but you're with Gia remember? *you wrap youre arms around you and turn to look at ash he was looking down ashamed.*
Ash:ya so what !? *he yells due to the wind being loud *
Y/n:you're with her ash not me I don't mean make you a cheater...

(So imma end this part here so I have time write my other stories part! So if u like this story please tell me. I would love to know any details you have or want to see in this story! Please read my other story ty!)