Y/n and Kurt have been friends for years, but they both feel a little more for each other. Will these feelings interfere with their band? Will it mess up their friendship? Should they push their feelings for each other away? Only time can tell.
A/N-❗️(very small smut warning, it's not really smut but I'm just gonna put a warning anyways.)
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Kurt's POV: Oh. My. God. She makes me fucking crazy for her. I just want to hold her, and touch her, and make her feel good. I don't even know what words to use to describe what I feel when she's close to me. She's just beautiful, inside and out. We finally got to this run down pizza place after what felt like forever, but I didn't mind as long as I was with her. I felt a little dazed from smoking pot on the way. We walked inside and ordered our food. Once we sat down we started talking but it was hard for me to concentrate. Her smile, her eyes, her hands, her personality, her voice, it was all perfect. She's too perfect for me.
Y/n's POV: "Kurt?" I asked confused. His eyes were fixated on me, and he wasn't saying anything. "I don't deserve you." He said plainly. What, Of course he did. Why wouldn't he, he's my best friend. "What the fuck are you talking about dude. I love you." I said, grabbing his hand and intertwining it with mine. "Your so pretty." he mumbled. I literally felt like my whole body would melt when he said that. "You are too" I said and he just smiled. After we had a very long conversation about music and arguing about what bands were better, we finally made our way back to Krist's house. When we got back it was around 6:30 pm and we decided to call the place where our gig was supposed to be and cancel, since we wouldn't have a drummer in time. "Yea we're really sorry, our drummer just kinda dipped and we don't have anyone to fill in. Once we find another one though we can definitely come and play." Kurt said on the phone. "Yea alright, thanks man." He said before hanging up. "Are they still gonna let us play once we find a new drummer?" I asked anxiously. "Yea he said it's fine and that they had some other bands lined up for tomorrow anyways, so it's all good." I was relieved. It was pretty difficult to book gigs in this small, boring ass town. We were trying to get people to notice Nirvana more. We didn't want to just be some bar band forever, we needed this to work out for us in the end.
8:00 pm "Shit it's already 8!? KURT, KRIST GET READY THE PARTY IS IN AN HOUR!" I yelled down the hall. I went into the bathroom and changed into a shortish black skirt with torn up tights underneath, and a pretty torn up white tank top that I cropped, and an old leather jacket. I put on some messy eyeliner and grabbed my beat up docs off the floor. I heard someone knock on the bathroom door as I was putting my shoes on. "Come in" I said. Kurt opened the door, "Wow you look good" he said surprised. "Kurt, I'm wearing an old jacket and a fucked up tank top." I said. "And somehow you still look good." He said under his breath. I felt a flutter in my stomach and smiled at him, trying to act normal. "Ready to go?" Krist said stepping into the door way. "Yea come on give me the Keys" "Oh hell no I know how you drive." Kurt said back to me. I saw the keys on the counter, grabbed them, and ran. I heard Kurt chasing behind me. Suddenly, I felt hands wrap around my waist and pick me up. Kurt slung me over his shoulder, tickling my sides, and taking the van keys from my hands. "Kurt put me down!" I said through laughs. Finally, he set me down and we all walked out to the van. "Ok if Im not allowed to drive can I at least have shotgun?" I asked. "Nope. That's my spot." Krist said smirking at me. I scoffed, knowing I couldn't do anything to him because he was much bigger than me. "Asshole." I mumbled under my breath, as I stepped into the back seat, music equipment littering the seats. We pulled up to the address the party was supposed to be at, and it looked like some run down warehouse sort of place. There was graffiti all over the walls and and a few broken windows. I head music coming from inside and head people talking. We walked in and there was a band called Mystik Spiral playing, what a terrible band name. (A/n- I just used Trent's band from Daria bc I didn't know what to use so like just imagine it's like that "grunge club" place from Daria where Mystik spiral played on an episode.) There were people all around, but it looked like my sort of crowd. Half the people smoking or drinking and the music wasn't bad. The air smelled of alcohol and weed. I loved it. "Hey you want a beer?" Some random guy asked me, looking pretty fucked up. "Sure, thanks." I said, taking the bottle from his hand and popping it opened. I took a swig and looked around more and saw that Mystik Spiral was going off the small stage and another band was setting their stuff up on it. After a few minutes someone started speaking into the microphone, "Hey we're the Melvins!" The guy said and they started on a song. "Oh I know these guys, they're actually pretty good." Kurt said, yelling in my ear because of how loud it was. He dragged me through the crowd, closer to the stage and he was right. They were pretty good. "I know the lead singer Buzz." Kurt said. After the band finished, Buzz came out from backstage to talk to Kurt. "Hey man how's it going?" Buzz asked while giving him a quick hug. "Not bad, hey this is my friend y/n" he said and I smiled. " hey nice to meet ya" "you too." I said back. "You guys got a gig here tonight or something?" Buzz asked confused. "Na we were supposed to go play at some bar tomorrow but Chad's not in the band anymore so we don't have a drummer for the time being." Kurt said. "I actually might know someone that can help you guys." Buzz said, leading Kurt and I backstage. "Dave, this is Kurt and y/n. Their looking for a new drummer." Buzz said to the long haired man I front of us. "Hey, nice to meet you guys." Dave said, shaking me and Kurt's hands. We hung out with Dave for a while and turns out he's a pretty cool dude. "Hey you should come over and jam with us sometime." I told Dave. "Yea totally, I actually just got out of another band myself." Dave said. "Let me write down our number, and call us when your free ok?" Kurt said, grabbing a random napkin and writing down the landline number. "Thanks, well I guess I'll see you guys soon." Dave said waving and walking away. "Well that was quick, not even a day later and we already found a possible new drummer." I said looking at Kurt. "For real dude, now let's go get more beer." He said and I giggled.
2 hours later
Y/n's POV: After our encounter with Buzz and Dave, Kurt and I got really drunk and a little high. We found Krist talking to some random dude about how burgers are better than tacos or something, but he seemed pretty fucked up too. "Hey, you wanna go out to the van?" Kurt asked in my ear, stumbling a little. "For sure, my ears hurt it's getting to loud in here." I said as we both walked towards the door. We opened the back of the van doors and sat, dangling our feet of the edge. Kurt suddenly put his head on my shoulder and nuzzled his face into my neck. "What are you doing?" I asked, giggling. "You smell good." He muttered into the side of my neck. "I probably smell like alcohol and cigarettes." I said chuckling scooting closer to him. "I know, I like it, it's hot." He said. "Kurt are you trying to flirt with me?" I asked with a smirk set on my face. "Maybe I am, maybe I'm not. I know you like it though." He said, and this sent shivers up my spine. Fuck he is being so cute. I suddenly felt a sensation on my neck. Kurt started kissing my neck and my jawline. I accidentally let out a little Wimper noise. Shit he definitely heard that. "Is- this- okay?" He said between kisses. "Y-yes, god yes." I stuttered while trying to be calm. I felt him smirking into my neck God he is making me fucking crazy this feels so good. I accidentally let out a moan, as he started sucking on my neck. We both started breathing heavily, and my whole body felt as if it might explode and just from him doing this. "Hey, there you guys are!" A voice said in the distance. Fuck I recognize that voice from anywhere, Krist. Kurt quickly moved away from me, looking me in the eyes as he did. "I've been looking for you guys forever, I kinda made a dude in there mad so um we should go now." Krist said quickly jumping into the front seat and putting the keys into the car. "Oh uh, okay." I said confused, closing the back doors and sitting back down with Kurt beside me, instead of in the front. What just happened? I am way to fucked up for this.
