𝐙𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐚 𝐈𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

37

Song: Because I had you - By Shawn Mendes

Zendaya: Not famous

You: Not famous

Relationship: Split-Up

Y/N POV:

It's been 1 whole year since the baddest day of my life. And since 2 months I'm not going to school anymore. Strangely I haven't recieved a suspension letter yet. I'm just sitting at home in my bed thinking about how sad my life is. 

I don't wanna go to school anymore because of her. Zendaya Coleman. My ex girlfriend. 

The break up surely hit me more than her since she  has a new boyfriend since 2 months. And I really can't take to see her everyday in school with him.

You need to know that Zendaya was...is the love of my life. 

I loved her like I never loved anyone else. And I will never ever love anyone like I love her. 

Our 3 years relationship was the most beautiful time in my life and now everything is gone without her in my life.

I was laying in my bed, cuddeled into my blanket as my thought about me and Zendaya bombed me. 

I tried to distract myself by going onto Instagram but obviously the first thing that got shown on my Insta was Zendaya' new post. It was a selfie with her boyfriend. 

I clenched my jaw, threw my phone onto the carpet on the floor and tried to hold back my tears while I thought "You're with somebody I can't be...but I can tell that you're happy"

Honestly, all I want is Zendaya to be happy but...I just miss and still love her so damn much.

"I think it's time that I be honest...I should've told you not to go...I though I knew just what I wanted...I didn't know myself at all" I mumbeled to myself as I thougth about the old times where Zendaya and I still were a couple.

In the back of my head I exactly knew that it's time for me to finally meet somebody new. Take her to all the places that I took Zendaya to. And she might would help me forget but loving her is something I could never do...because I had Zendaya.

I laid in my bed for more hours until it was dark outiside and in my room aswell. I was still thinking about Zendaya and me. That's all I can think about. "Hey remember when I told you that you and I, we go down in history together?"

*Flashback*

"No Y/n we can't do that" Zendaya said to me chuckeling as her and I were standing on the rooftop of our school. I proposed to have a rooftop date on the sportshall roof but for that we would need to jump over.

"Of course we can. Look it's super easy" I said before I ran towards the edge and jumped on the next roof. "See" 

"You're insane" 

"I know but that's why you love me" I gave back and smiled.

Zendaya once more looked down. It was quiet high, not gonna lie. She looked back up at me and said "Y/n I don't know if I can do that"

"It's okay...take your time...But I'll be here to catch you when you arrive here"

I could see the fear in Zendaya's brown eyes but she trusted me enough to jump over. She junped right into my arms and we spinned around for a second.

"See..I'm here" I said as we still hugged. 

"Will you always be here?" Zendaya asked. 

"I promise I will "I replied.

"And for that stunt, we're gonna go down in history together"  I added before Zendaya chuckeled a bit and placed her head on my decoltee while our arms were still wrapped around each other.

*Flashback over*

I smiled and my next thought and memory was "And does your sister ask about me? You and I, what we had, is it gone forever?"

*Flashback*

"I think we should do french first" I said as I were at Zendaya's home with her.

"Hey" someone suddenly said who just entered the house through the front door.

"Hey Kaylee" Zendaya and I gave back. Zendaya's sister just came home.

"Oh hey Y/n...I didn't know you were here" 

"Uhm...when am I not here? I practicaly live here" I answered with a risen eyebrow.

"Okay true" Kaylee said as she walked over to me and gave me a handshake. Kaylee and I are practically besties.

*Flashback over*

I shookmy head and noticed how pathetic this is. I can't drown here in my own feelings. I need to get back out there. With confidence.

Tomorrow, I'm returning to school

As I walked into school, everyone looked at me like I was coming from another planet. Damn I wasn't here for 2 months not 2 years people.

As I was grabbing something from my locker, someone suddenly appeared besides me.

"So you're back!" Julia happily said.

Julia has a crush on me since 6th grade. She never told me but everyone knows it.

"Yeah I had some stuff to do "I answered and Julia and I sat down on the stairs to talk. I like Julia. As a friend.

"Look Y/n it might come fast since it's been 20 minutes since you returned here but I wanted to ask you that the day you dissapeared....so I know you know that I like you so I wanted to ask...what are you feeling towards me?"

I took a deep breath as I looked into Julias eyes. I said "Even if you're the "someone" new for me, and get me through everything, you might only help me forget but loving you is something I could never do-"

"Why not?" I got cut of but not by Julia. Someone from behind us.

I turned around and looked up and my eyes immediately sparkeled as I saw Zendaya standing there. I looked up into her eyes and said "Because I had you" 

AN: Whoops open ending ;)