I don't love him, right? (BeeDuo)

~Burns~

Guys, I have no idea why I'm actually doing this. But I am :)
Another chapter to make you guys suffer.
I will do shout outs at the end of the chapter.
Enjoy! -Or don't -

Tws: Self harm, burning.

-Ranboo pov-

He's dead, he's really dead.

I stood there in the waiting room. Just standing there, I could tell people were looking at me, but I didn't care. My best friend just died.

My breath hitched and I started shaking. I could feel my eyes start to burn from the tears that were forming in them.

I wiped my eyes, not wanting to cry in public. I huffed and went to say my respects's to Wilbur, before leaving the hospital.

I was just walking, I had no idea where I was going, like I had anywhere to go.

I passed a spot with police line and blood.
The place Wilbur got hit.

I started breathing heavily, staring at what was past the police line.
After a while I snapped out of it and kept walking.

Apparently, I ended up in front of Tubbo's household.
I hesitated before walking up and knocking on the oak door.

I waited a few moments before ringing the bell, this time, Tubbo came to check the door.

"H-hey.." I said to him, sniffling.

"Hey, what's wrong?" He asked worried.

I looked down at his porch silently, not answering his question.

"We could talk inside, if you want."

I nodded, looking back at Tubbo, he shifted to the side, letting me in the house.

I walked inside the house, Tubbo shut the door and gestured to his room. I nodded and headed up.

"So, what's wrong?" He asked me when we got to his room and sat on the bed.

"Uhm, umh..." I started, but go cut off by a rush of tears, curling up into a ball.

"Hey, hey, it's okay." He comforted, hugging and cradling me softly. "It's okay."

A few minutes past and I calmed down from Tubbo holding me. I could feel the burning from the tears on my skin, but I didn't care.

"You okay now?" He said politely, not trying to be rude.

"Ye-yeah, I'm okay now." Atleast for a moment, I added silently, not wanting to say that out loud.

"Okay. Can you tell me what happened?"

I nodded, "so, Wilbur...got in a...uhm... acedent, and he.... didn't... make it."

Tubbo eyes widened a hugged my tightly, shutting his eyes. "I'm sorry... it'll be okay though. He's in a better place."

I looked at him and he let go of me. "How do you know that?" I asked, Wilbur was a good person, so I don't know why I asked that.

"Because humans are a*sh0les. Anything's almost better than this place. Exept..." He trailed off, thinking of something.

"W-what?" I asked, still sniffling a little.

He looked at me and smiled, making me feel warm inside. "Oh nothing."

Suddenly, I got an idea. "Hey, where's you bathroom?"

"Do you not know?" He sighed. "It's the second door the the right of my room."

"Thanks..." I replied, getting up from the bed.

"Mhm" He mumbled, nodding.

I went into the hall and went to the right. I reached the second door and opened it.