I don't love him, right? (BeeDuo)

~Panic Attack~

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Tws:  Minor Panic attack.

-Ranboo pov-

He knew. He knew. This is bad. He doesn't like me back. We won't be friends anymore. He's straight.
I bet he hates me now.

My mind wasn't working right, all my thoughts came out as short jumbled sentences, what was I going to do now?

He hates you. Said a voice in the back of my head.
'You're better off alone. Leave him.
He doesn't want you. Who would?' The voice mocked me.
Your pathetic. 'Getting sad over a small little boy.'

Shut up! I'm fine. He will still want to be my friend... I shouted at the voice.

'Oh. But you don't understand. He hates you. You're ugly, you're not even straight!'

I turned away from him, trying to get the voice to shut up, and curled up, putting my head in my hands.

-Third person pov-

Ranboo curled up and started breathing heavily. He started to rock back and forth a little, trying to keep himself calm.

"I-I need t-to go no-now." He stammered out, getting up and walking back the way he came, hands in his pockets.

"Wait! Ranboo!" Tubbo called after him, getting up. Only to be met with a loud, uneven silence.

-

Ranboo went to a random place in town, he couldn't go back to Tubbi's now. And even if he did, what would he say to him?

He sat down on a bench and pulled out his phone and opened Wilbur's contact.

You- Hey Wilbur.

You- I miss you.

You- I bassicly confessed to Tubbo I liked him, I'm pretty sure he hates me now.

You- I know you can't respond but I hope you're doing okay.

He huffed and turned off his phone screen, shoving it in his pocket.

I just wish life would go right for once. Ranboo thought, sighing internally.

Ranboo got up and walked a little farther. It was getting cold and he didn't really have a place to stay.
The nights breeze whipped around steadily, the moonlight shining down on him.

He found a decently warm spot and laid down on his back, facing the stars, he kept thinking, and thinking. Before drifting off to a dreamless sleep.

-

Back at Tubbo's, he was thinking if Ranboo was okay. He didn't have anywhere to go.

~𝓦𝓮𝓵𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓐𝓾𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓻𝓼' 𝓒𝓻𝓲𝓫~
(~Welcome to the Authors' Crib~)

I'm very sorry it was so short.
I just didn't have much planned out for this chapter.
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