Sinister | Jujutsu Kaisen oneshots

Toji Fushiguro

Despair
Angst
Toji Fushiguro x oc!f reader

You would think being born in a big rich family would be a blessing, but that's not true

At least not to those who don't meet the expectations of the clan

Being a man in the zen'in household means that you have to meet to some standards of theirs

What makes a man anyways?

I didn't know you had to have cursed energy in that household to not be treated like a dog everyday

A mother who ignores her son's pain. A father who feels too disgusted to even look at you. Or a brother who turns a blind eye to the cruelty crashed upon to their younger sibling

Hell, was the definition of what the Zen'in clan was. If you did not meet their standards you were trash, if you were a women you were trash, if you didn't know how to bow your head down to those who deem themselves higher than you, you were trash.

I soon learnt it was better to not give them the reaction they wanted. So I shut my emotions. I kept everyone out. Not bothering to make friends at school, not bothering to tell the teacher how I got the scar on my lip. None of it.

It was sickening,

I was disgusted

So I left.....

I turned my back onto the so called family I had and never showed myself there again

But it's not like things got easy. I took on missions and got my self named as 'the sorcerer killer'

Gambling and taking on missions

Gambling......Missions........Gambling........Missions

Until I met a woman at the grocery store

Her name was Mimiko Fushiguro. She was beautiful, with black hair and dark blue eyes. She held a optimistic and bright persona that drew people in.

I should have known better.

That the moment I had met her, I was in trouble.

After that day, we would see each other often at the grocery store, a couple times a month

Was it fate? Or perhaps luck, what ever it was, it brought the two of us together

After a few months, we started seeing each other outside of the grocery store. At the movies, festivals that she wanted to go too

I started opening up to her, maybe it was the alcohol in my system, whatever it was, but when she asked about the scar on my lip, I told her everything

And for the first time in all my life, someone cried for me.....

She apologized to me as if she was the one who put the scar on my lip

Why?

Why was she crying for me?

Why was she, the girl who found the optimism in everything cry for me when not even my own family members would apologize to me?

I think it was that moment that I started taking down my walls again for the first time in 12 years

And so, 2 years later, we got married

And I took her last name becoming Toji Fushiguro.

We also found out a month later that she was pregnant with a boy. She told me to pick a name and so, I picked Megumi. It meant 'blessing.' A name we both agreed to name our son, when he was born

But of course all good things had to come to an end

The doctors said that my wife had quite the weak body and if she gave birth she was most likely going to die and that we had to take the abortion route.

But she wouldn't take it. At 3 months pregnant, Mimiko wouldn't listen to the doctors about the abortion option

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Back at their shared apart, the Fushiguro couple resided in the living room.

"Mimiko, the doctors are right. You can't do this" Toji said, staring at his wife, who stood up from her chair in shock as she stared at her husband

"How could you say that Toji. " Tears ran down her face as she stared at her beloved

"Mimiko please-"

"You want me to kill our son?!"

"MIMIKO! You can't be like this. If you give birth, you'll die. So please don't leave me. Choose me please. Not the unborn child who is eating your life away. Please, I'm begging you"

But in the end she didn't listen.

And so, on December 22nd, 2002, a healthy baby boy was born, but in return as the doctors predicted, Mimiko Fushiguro died of blood loss.

That day although the birth of his son was a indeed a blessing just like his name, Megumi.

Toji had lost the most important person in his life that day, and so just like how he had broken down his walls, he put them back up and went back to his old ways.

He fell back into the depths of despair again until the day his life was taken from him by Gojo Satoru

But even then.......

Just one last time,
one last time for the sake of his late wife,

"I have a son. He will be sold to the Zen'in clan in a few years. Do whatever you want."