in my head

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jungkook had finally went to bed that night, his eyes were bloodshot red due to all the crying that had been done, and you would think that it was over.. wrong. he woke up and continued to cry his entire body out. he was even surprised a human could even cry this much. it didnt take long until he picked up his phone, and calling seokjin right away.

the male answered and jungkook mumbled things, not audible at all and seokjin finally spoke. "heres the thing, your in love with a version of a person your created in your head. that you are trying to but cannot fix, the only person you can fix is yourself. i love you, this has gone on way to long, enough is enough. im two blocks away; im coming over" is all seokjin said before the line ended.

jungkook had mentally painted a picture of the boy he was in love with. he thought he knew him well, but the boy did have a habit of seeing what isnt there. he knew that hoseok was a shit boyfriend but he wanted to believe with everything inside him that he could fix him, but after last night, he knew there was absolutely nothing he could possibly do.

thoughts of being tangled up in the sheets with him flew through his mind, making him cry and reminisce all the memories they both shared. but he also remembered when he first broke his heart, he said he only wanted half of him.

seokjin burst through the door seeing his best friend on the ground crying but knowing seokjin, he showed no mercy and pity for the boy. he warned him several times but he didnt take the hint and now reality had hit him and seokjin was awfully glad that it did. "jungkook.. stop crying. i know it hurts but theres nothing you can do. you cant fix him. the boy has issues and all he does is run from them. now get up and sit in the couch so we can have a propper conversation" seokjin said, his arms crossed as he looked down at the sad boy. that was one thing jungkook loved about his best friend, that he was always going to be there for him and that he would show no mercy and no pity towards anything. he would tell you straight up what he thinks and jungkook knew that seokjin was always right, but why didnt he listen to him about hoseok.

jungkook did as told of corse. he wiped his eyes and stood up and plopped on the couch. seokjin took a seat next to him and sighed. "i told you that boy was a demon but all you could say is that he was an angel" seokjin said as jungkook looked at the floor. "without a halo.. a wingless angel" jungkook replied leaving seokjin to sigh. "i never thought he would leave me.. leave me for a girl. i thought he was gay? he told me he only was attracted to boys.. why the sudden change? i knew that somthing was going on.. i needed somthing to believe in.. i thought he was the one" jungkook said, trying his best to hold back the tears that were on the verge of spilling out. "but it was all in your head. but look at him. you invented him. and those stupid gucci tennis shoes that he runs from his issues with. got a hook-up from the high" seokjin told him leaving jungkook to look in his direction.

"i figured maybe we could work it out? you know. i really thought we were going to be forever. i thought once he started to grow distant, we could try to work it out, i could try to fix him.. but instead he cheats on me.. with a girl" he said, his head falling back on the couch so now he was looking at the ceiling. "your imagination is too creative. we saw cain but you saw able. but now jungkook, you need to prove to him that you dont need him. you need to dress as sexy as possible, go to the places he goes and make him regret ever trying to do anything to you. do you hear me? make him regret everything he has ever done to hurt you. he will be crawling back to you like a lost puppy. but your not going to take him back. your too good for him, so stop being a weeping mess and get your shit together so we can show that fucker who really is the shit" seokjin said with a smirk.

seokjin was right. fuck hoseok. why should jungkook let hoseok get into his head like that. he has been nothing but an asshole to him ever since he started becoming distant. jungkook needed to show him that he can do so much better without him. it may hurt to see him with someone else.. but jungkook knew deep down in his heart that he needed to show hoseok who exactly he was messing with and make him regret everything.

three months went by. jungkooks brown hair was now a jet black. his body wasnt thin and weak, it was now muscular and toned. his skin was as clear as a glass panel and he was ten times better looking then he ever was when he was trapped in that fucked up relationship with the boy he even dared to call his boyfriend. hes moved on, hes been seeing different boys and he has been working in himself. he had a better job, a better place, and a better.. well everything. and seokjin was with him for every step of the way. all jungkook could do was thank the universe for providing him a best friend like seokjin. but tonight was the night. the night he was going to walk in the club he met hoseok in and make him regret breaking that boys heart.