in my head

4

saterday night in the beautiful city of seoul. seokjin and jungkook stood in front of the same building he saw his ex lover kissing someone else. but that no longer effected jungkook, all he cared about was showing off how much better he was then hoseok, and that is what he was going to do that night.

he and seokjin walked in. but this time instead of sticking close by with his friend, the two separated to mingle with others.

it wasnt long until jungkook was having a nice conversation with a really pretty boy and saw hoseok staring him down from meters away. that was his time, his time to show hoseok what he was missing out on. "ill catch you later okay? im going to get a drink" he said too the boy as he nodded and watched as jungkook stood up and made his way to the bar.

a tap was placed in his shoulder seconds later. jungkook turned his body around to see the boy he used to be so in love with. if this was three months ago, he would instantly cry and try to win him back, but now, all he saw of him was a stranger. "jungkook?" hoseok questioned, looking the boy up and down with a lick of his lips. "oh.. hello hoseok. been a while" he said as hoseok nodded. "it has.. to long i think. but besides that, you look really good. maybe we can get out of here, talk for a bit and  make up for the lost time? if you know what im saying" hoseok said with a smirk and jungkook laughed. "your kidding? you think i want to be seen with you in public? your funny. i wanted you to grow hoseok, but you weren't budding. everything you are made you everything you arnt. i saw your potential.. i really did. but thats was without seeing credentials. maybe that was the issue. i cant hold that shit against you because i did it to myself. but i thought you were someone else." jungkook finished, walking away and never looking back. it felt so good to get all of that off his chest. it felt to good to rub in hoseoks face that he has moved on.

hoseok stood there, speechless. the jungkoom he knew would just apologize to him.. never stand up for him, and in that moment, he realized that he lost someone who he really loved, but the issues he has fucked up everything. he loves jungkook but now he knows, jungkook wont ever love him ever again and that pains hoseok. why did hoseok have to push the only person he ever loved away. this was the first time his heart was completely shattered to peices.