Tell me your story. I want to listen to you. Eventhough, my answer will always be I don't understand, I want to listen to every words escaping your lips. You don't have to help me understand. Listening to your voice. Damn attractives. The way those vibration escapes your lips. God. More. Why were you quiet. Keep going. Did I interrupt you with my thoughts. Fuck. I messed up didn't I.
Nice distractions you are. The distances we had, are helping my fantasies to keep running. I mean. You and me. Connected. Makes me lose my mind. My logics seems to zones out from my brain. And you. You're the center of my world. I forget who I am now.
It's okay. Your story is yours to keep. I will just assume another realities for you to stay. Let me be your mastermind. You'll know love is unassuming when it is in fact unconditional. Unconditional love. Oh, wow. I'm impressed of my self.
Damn. I want to fuck you idiot. Fuck. Why am i the way I am now. What am I doing to myself. You don't even expose who you truly are. The hell is going on with me. Fuck you.
Seriously I don't want to waste any more time on this. However much I want to describe these feelings, let's end this before it ever have the chance to escalates. Stay out of my mind. Idiot.
Maybe.
Maybe, I didn't forget myself. May it be, they were changes i needed. Since.
Thanks for ending my ignorance. I'm letting go. You're you. And me? I'm choosing myself.
It has been so long since I feel so numb. And you triggered the things in me, did I know needed them addressed.
